its sunday night again... ok technically its a monday morning already:/ but i like blogging on sunday nights cause i finally have the time and mood to look back on the week and kinda put a proper closure on it and ready myself for the week ahead:)
the past week was alright... busy busy busy but somehow time seem to pass really fast... school is getting better... on some levels. haha. academically, its not going so well cause my work load is just piling up and i am even more lost in lectures than ever (esp computing) cause new stuff is being stuffed into my brain before the old stuff was digested. but other than that i guess its ok... getting used to the 1.5hour travel time... and its nice to go for lessons with some friends now instead of alone:) despite having made new friends i am still trying to differentiate acquantance from friends. i mean yea i have gotten to know more ppl but most of them are very hi-bye in nature... like some i dont even know their names-.- just chit chat then bye bye. its kinda hard to really build up friendships like in sec sch or jc cause of the way uni is structured... i feel that according to my definition of friends i would say currently i have 5 new friends. haha. 3 from my course, 1 from tkd and 1 from LDP. but again, when it comes to friends, its not the quantity, but the quality that counts right? ahha.
anw i am really liking my new cca LDP:) i dunno i just feel v comfortable around this group of ppl and i think this is a place i could make real friends than just acquantances. somehow i am more myself in this cca... happier and more crazy(not crazy crazy but like more me) ahah. it was really nice to see how close knit the members are... and i think i am slowly changing my opinion on foreign students... ahha. i am not like pro-cheena now or anything, but i guess i am more objective at this issue now... not ALL cheena ppl are bad. actually from my experience, i find the foreign students in ntu more friendly and sincere than the local ones... which i dunno whether i should feel happy or sad about:/
only big issue i have now is my love-hate relationship with tkd. hmm maybe not love-hate but love-fear??? i really really wanna do well but i really cannot cope with the physical intensity:( i know i should stop whining and just concentrate on improving on my fitness but its like a huge mental stigma:( i would feel really excited to go for tkd and learn something new and improve and stuff, but then when i think of me not being able to do it properly i will just totally feel depressed and not feel like going anymore:( sighhh.
rahh i shall rmb my que sera sera and just keep fighting. this week is going to be a crazy crazy week but all the hardwork is going to be worth it cause once its over its RECESS WEEK!:)
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Monday, 11 October 2010