dear fate please be kind
Sunday, 28 February 2010
my heart is beating in a super irregular manner now. like lub-dub-*pauses for a few seconds*-lub-dub-lub-dub-lub-dub (speed X2). lubdubbydubdub. crazy shit. ahha.

am going into this week with really really mixed feelings. like kinda happy cause next week is relatively a relaxing week, with common tests and PBL and all. but then fri is the BIG DAY. ok actually there is no official announcement that is it friday, but then EVERYONE is saying that it is friday. why why why isnt the news saying anything yet?!??! purposely keeping us in suspense>.< i am really scared and nervous going into this week cause i know how time flies. like once you start the week, in a blink of an eye, its friday. dooms day:/ like just thinking of it makes my heart go lubdubbydubdub. i really do hope that it will turn out fine. i keep telling myself its ok its ok its ok, but i know how emotional i can get and i really hope i don break down on that day. its like PSLE results i cried although my results were neither good nor bad and i didnt exactly put in a lot of effort. O lvls i cried cause i was really happy and nervous. of course i am hoping for a repeat of the O lvl feel, but the feeling going into results day this time is just v different. the confidence level is different. the effect is different. if you screwed Os, you just don get into the jc of your choice. you screw As, you don get into a good uni and that is going to haunt you deep into your future. i had a silly idea of not going to school to collect my results so as to avoid all the insensitive rj ppl that i will definitely meet and just check my results online alone. happy sad i can deal with it myself in my bed room. pls pls pls pls let my intuition be wrong, let those nightmares never come true and let a miracle happen on fri.

kinda frustrated at the same time too. why do adults argue over silly stuff. sigh. you dunno whether to laugh at them or feel frustrated at the chaos. one person tells you this, another tells you that. its unfair to judge cause you are not involved in the conflict. but yea its kinda irritating and frustrating shit. hmmm but i guess i kinda mature in the sense that i don get too emotionally tied up over their arguments anymore. i rmb in sec 3 i got really emotional about their arguments and all that it really affected me. its not that i don care, its just that me getting upset is not going to change anything. unless there is something practical i can do to improve things, i guess its best to just be impartial and let them solve their own probs. ahhh i shall just try to busy myself with work/games/tv so that time flies fast and all the bad things will end themselves and my fate will be revealed. i believe everything is predestined. everything happens for a reason.

dear fate, pls be kind.

I was flying 22:33

what a saturday should be like:)
Saturday, 27 February 2010
rahh i just can't seem to change the blog title. but i love my new blogskin:) pretty right!

a rather good saturday today:) started off with my final theory test, which i thought i was going to gg cause i really didnt study much. only studied like during mass reading in the morn:/ but i passed!:) YAY:) i think cause it was more of the common sense kind of question than the technical kind of question. so left with practical test, which at this moment i am quite sure i can't make it yet. ahha. i almost banged into the freaking kerb on thurs! i am a road hazard man.

went to shop at jurong point with my mum in the afternoon, then had a nice long nap... woke up to watch american idol which i missed on wed then biggest loser asia. i am supporting carlo all the way man! irritating blue team. i esp can't stand david! annoying shit. i believe if carlo goes to the end he will win it:) then i wathed titanic (yes AGAIN) its the kind of movie you can watch a million times and not get bored! you will still tear when the old lady tells her story and when jack dies.

this is a good day:)

I was flying 23:20

evil meanie teacher!
Friday, 26 February 2010
waaa i feel v guilty.... was trying to mix the class up and grouped them into their PBL groups with ppl they don usually talk to, then i think i kinda created a lot of stress and unhappiness amongst the students. was reading their blog and some of them are really stressed out and unhappy about PBL. maybe the mixing ppl up idea wasnt so great after all:/ ok i think PBL is stupid an unsuitable for them too, but i have no choice:( how i wish i could help them more, but i can't. omg if i were them i would totally be bitching and hating me now. i am an evil meanie teacher!:(

I was flying 21:07

and the 10 million toto winner is...
its a great feeling to just heck care and be happy:)

haha my "who-cares-there-is-just-2-weeks-left" attitude is making me a happy happy girl in school:) silly me. why did i even get so upset and stressed up for in the past weeks?!?!??! should have adopted this attitude earlier. ahha.

the 3 of us brought this awesome new attitude and left school at 1 to for lunch:) lol no one actually checks our files anw. we ended the week with an awesome note! finally had our baked rice at eighteen chefs. it was ok la, but not fantastic:/ then then then we decided to try our luck at TOTO, so we went to queue up to buy TOTO. top prize is 10 million!!! ahha. if we win, we are so going to use our money to throw into that bitter gourd soup! lol. and chmel is damn funny. she buys the weirdest 4D numbers like 1111 and 1001. ahha. silly us came up with 7 numbers and we bought all 3 of our birthdays and the number 12(the last day of our internship). lady luck shine on us!:)

I was flying 20:50

bloody shit soup
Thursday, 25 February 2010
i hate soup. hot soup. bitter gourd hot and sarcastic soup. gonna drink her all up! then shit her out cause she is too disgusting to be digested, and flush her down the toilet bowl!!!!!

I was flying 16:21

bloody day:)
Wednesday, 24 February 2010
i donated blood today:)

i think blood donation (and organ donation after you die) is the best kind of donation! cause its like something really v practical and ppl can't steal it or abuse it (like how charity organisations always swallow up the donations and stuff) it will only go to ppl who really need it. i mean who in the right mind would want to kope blood and organs if they don't need it???

its kinda cool and weird at the same time thinking that somewhere out there, someone is walking on the streets with your blood flowing through their veins. ahah. but its an awesome feeling knowing that someone's life was saved thanks to your blood!

but i felt weird after my blood donation this time. maybe cause i didnt eat since 10 plus in the morning and was running up and down the whole day, but i felt like pukng after my blood donation. i think cause i was drinking too much water on an empty stomach. but i managed to kope the yummy dewburry(dunno how to spell) biscuits and some oreo. ahha. the people there are really nice and friendly! and thanks to my naturally pale lips, someone came to ask me if i was about to faint or felt giddy like every 2 minutes. haha. i think this is why they invented the lipstick. lol.

i heard if you donate blood more than 100 times you get a plaque! ahah cool diaos i want it man. but i was calculating, at the snail rate that my haemoglobin recovers, i will only be able to donate blood the most twice a year, and that would mean i have to donate blood constantly for the next 50 years!!! haha. so i will get my plaque at 69. lol. for all i know there is a age cap on blood donors.

if you lose blood, your body can produce more, but if you lose your life, then thats it.

I was flying 21:48


Tuesday, 23 February 2010
why does this week seem to pass so slowly??? we are only on tuesday!!! it feels like at least a wednesday already. my sec 2 science class is driving me nuts. initially i enjoyed teaching them, but now i am just super annoyed! its like you try and try and try, but they just don't appreciate it. i don't really want them to fail their common test, i don't want to prove their "i-confirm-fail" metality right. but i kinda know quite a few of them will cause of their attitudes in class. so now i am just preparing a revision worksheet that has everything. if they still can't be bothered to study, i guess there is nothing more i can do. if only they all had a usb port where i can just stick a thumbdrive in and all the info goes in... wouldn't that be so nice:))

super irritated with pig today. slacker ass people take advantage of those who can't say no. interns are sai kang warriors. haha i feel like i am in a farm. there is a pig, a dog(a few), a cat and a mouse. lolll. 2 plus more weeks. go go go!

I was flying 18:22


should i still hope? more hope more disappointment.

solution: just stop thinking about it:)

I was flying 05:06


Saturday, 20 February 2010
went to lisa's new house for house warming today!:) she moved from one condo to the one next to it, which i thought was kinda -.- but the new one is much nicer and prettier:) and she finally let us up to her house!!! ahha. her house v pretty!

we played hearts! first time playing and i suck at it. ahha wennie was super funny! she kept trying to shoot the moon! moon lady. lolll. and i keep forgetting that queen of spades is the killer 13 points thingo. damn it. then as usual we played tennis and yes, we still suck at it. ok or more like i still suck at it. haha. we tried to help someone hit back a ball and we ended up hitting it out of the condo. lol... well i guess that is better than hitting a bird and killing it! (evil glares at wennie)

at night when my bro and i were watching some great wall of china show on discovery, we were wondering why all the dialogue were in english(it sounded weird cause the setting was all so cheena-ish and all) and THE ACTORS WERE MOSTLY SINGAPOREAN. ahha. my bro summed it up nicely "cause they need cheena looking ppl who can speak english so they find singaporeans" hahaha. I AGREE.

i've decided i am going to declare sat as my rest day:)

I was flying 23:01


Friday, 19 February 2010
happy day today cause its FRIDAY!!!:)))

the week passed in a blur, super fast though. i guess partly cause of cny hols also. every friday is a good day:) cause it means one less week left for the internship. i can't wait for this to be over and take a nice long break:)

mrs ho brought us out to astons to lunch and talk to us. she really wants us to extend but then i really don't want to... i wanna try something else! i know i am definitely not going to be a teacher in the future so no point staying also. i think i have alr gained a lot through this experience so its enough! anw she is damn cool. haha. she is alr an ah ma! totally dont look like la. i quite malu diao i fell asleep in her car on the way back;/ i don't even rmb falling asleep. its just suddenly i wake up and its amk alr. ahaha.

survivor was awesome again:) the heroes team suck. seriously they are all damn fit and fast but THEY HAVE NO BRAINS. and ironically, they are all alr in chaos and arguing and all but the villains are still kinda living harmoniously. ahha. in the immunity challenge, the villains trashed them again when it came to the puzzle. boston rob rocks man. i'm supporting him all the way! hmmm russel has been rather low key and quiet this season... maybe he has been too busy searching for hidden immunity idols. ahha. i think the heroes team gg alr. unless they start using their brains, they are going to continue losing, and it will be villains vs villains at the end:)

I was flying 20:28


Wednesday, 17 February 2010
was packing my stuff and i saw my BW bandana that i almost forgot existed. its still tied nicely:) which made me think of orientation. i rmb enjoying it quite a lot. the stupid strip me if you dare game, going to sentosa singing songs along the way, and we even cross dressed. i think i swopped uniform with a guy. cant really rmb though. hmmm now i am trying to recall why i started to not like my OG. haha. i rmb everyone was super enthu about OG gatherings in the morn at first then i dunno what happened that made me decide i dont like my OG and stopped going. oh well no point raking up the past. it was fun during orientation. thats all i need to rmb. ahha.

and omg i realy don wish to keep harping on results, but i had this really realistic dream about results day last night! like it had the morning going to school teaching scene, then 3 of us started to freak out, then i went t circle line with huiyu, then at school, walking along the path towards the canteen from amphi.... then all the botak army guys... then the hall... and the dream felt so real cause everything was so sensible, so familiar! ok cant rmb much details in the middle, but my results slip was terrible. i can even see the grades one by one for each subject. and i actually felt that wrenching feeling in my stomach and felt like crying. then i woke up. omg super real dream sia. i SERIOUSLY need to stop worrying about results. SERIOUSLY. i am going nuts.

my 4th toe is deformed from wearing pointed shoes:/

I was flying 22:06


Tuesday, 16 February 2010
http://www.asiaone.com/News/Education/Story/A1Story20100210-197721.html

saw this while browsing through some articles online. what the hell is the big fuss over the name man. they shouldnt have changed it in the first place. i mean we alr share the same campus do we really need to share the same name too??? RI, RJC, RIJC, whatever. glad i am out of there. stupid school.

"All students bypass the O levels and graduate with A levels". hmm i guess i am not considered a student of the school then. CAUSE I BLOODY TOOK MY O LVLS. and i am thankful i did. whats so great about the 6 year program? O lvls was an experience that truly built up my character. resilience, discipline, determination. so to those who didnt take their Os, you missed out, your loss. stupid school trying to fake out that they do not leave out those who came from other schools. great job.

you know what, why do i even bother to waste my time on this. WORK.

I was flying 21:51


the year of the tiger. rawr.

new year was kinda boring this year... no cute cousins:((((( saw them through skype on cny eve, and talked to them through the phone. they sounded so sad not being able to come back too:( sad sad sad. miss them loads! everyone was just asking me about uni and the teaching stint and all. thank you seab for releasing results after cny! oh shit. results. *stomach wrenches into a ball again* rahh i totally need to get over this fear of results or i swear i will die of nervousness before i even see my results!

had a little reunion dinner with some 4L friends today. jas pang, jacq, ben, odd, mons, lays, xiuqi, gloria. the waiter was kinda shocked when we told him table for 10. haha. i realised cafe cartel is quite ex. and totally not value for money. the food not say v nice. i had a macaroni, which was the chef's recc, but its not v nice le:/ i'm still a pasta mania person:) but had a nice catch up with them havent seen some of them for ages! and had a nice "bitching" session with mons where she told me interesting stuff. ahha.

hmm i just rmb tomm there will be 2 new NIE teachers sharing our little room. bleah hope they are nice. if not means no more freedom in our little room!:(

back to work. work work work. hate doing work. one more month to go! jia you jia you:)

I was flying 21:26


Friday, 12 February 2010
SURVIVOR IS BACKKKKK:)))))))

i think its going to be a bloody damn good season man! first episode and its already DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA. first challenge was the typical rugby style snatching and wrestling kind! the villains were pure evil, injuring 2 heroes in the first challenge. lol. stephenie's shoulder got dislocated, rupert's toe was broken. and the villains totally don't think they are villains. "its a matter of perspectives" lol. they are heroes in russel's eyes cause they are all heroes cause they played the game well. haha.

love russel! he is still so full of shit and full of himself, playing the game like he did last season:) although everyone doesnt trust him, but no one dares to defy him cause in last season whoever who defied him went OUT OUT OUT. lol.
love boston rob. i think he is the only one who can compete with russel! he is damn cool he made fire without flint! i have NEVER seen people try to make fire through rubbing 2 sticks together and SUCCEEDING!!!

not really crazy about the heroes tribe though. as in yea they are all lets-work-tgt-and-be-great-people and all, but its not fun! but yea being heroes, they had good karma super lucky they found chicken! and they won the first challenge and got flint. so they sort of had it "easier" in the beginning. the villains team were really all about ME and everyone was just slacking and plotting against each other.

in the immunity challenge, the heroes team aced the first part cause they work great tgt and all. the villains team lagged like siao cause they cant work tgt. but when they got to the puzzle part, its really the case of too many cooks spoil the stew. the villains being all individualistic and smart aced the puzzle and took over damn quickly SO THE VILLAINS WON!!!! ahha i still think its more about the brains, so I AM SUPPORTING THE VILLAINS!!!:)))

return revenge redemption. survivor heroes vs villains. MUST WATCH:)

I was flying 18:31


Thursday, 11 February 2010
thought a lot about a lot of things today...

when you think of students in neighbourhood schools, ppl often look down on them because they do not fare as well in studies. but as i mix around with the kids, i have grown on them bit by bit. although the may not be the future psc scholars or your big lawyers and doctors, they are really the kind of ppl you want to make friends with and those that will be your friends for life. i really appreciate their innoncence, comradary, loyalty and honesty. i like this school so much better than rj, with all the competition, back stabbing, sabotage and fakeness. although i must say the kids here really can qi si wo sometimes, and it may be frustrating to teach them cause they learn slower, but at least i feel appreciated sometimes. like the students care for their teachers and see them also as human beings and not merely tools for them to get their As and get to the top. compared to where i was in the past 2 years, they are amazing people with great character. although not your best student academically, but amazing people with great hearts.

ok i didnt think of all this randomly k ahha. it was cause of something that happened in class today. this student was upset during math lesson when the teacher scolded him for not knowing how to do his work and he cried. ok i mean sec 3 boy so should be teared. immediate reactions to hearing this would be prob something like "sissy! or gay!" but i really admired this boy. i found out during recess that he was really upset cause he just broke up with his gf and he thinks that its because he is not doing well in his studies. so with the teacher's scoldings about him incapable of doing math probs, he was really upset and teared. ok this may sound lame to you, but i was really "touched" by this. as in ok its not exactly touching, but it just made me think a lot about stuff. in rj, if ppl got scolded by a teacher for not knowing how to do, the student would cry because he is worried he will not make it to a good school or wtv. but ok most of the time the student would be feeling pissed and swearing Fs in his mind cause he thinks he is way too smart for the teacher. ahha ok shall not dwell too much on suaning. but in a neighbourhood school, when a student gets scolded, its because of someone else. as in sort of. i dunno. this may sound really illogical and stupid and lame, but i really thought a lot after this! and guys who cry are not gay k! guys who cry are brave cause they have the guts to embrace their true feelings and not act noncholant about everything. this shows he has feelings man. ok but yes everything in moderation too much crying is er, not too good either. i shall root on for that boy secretly! and help him ace his next test:) hopefully he will chase back his gf. i think they make a damn cute couple. oh yea not gf. its state. lol. i'm so into their lingo now.

ok may not sound really thought provoking or interesting and may even sound lame, but i feel like i've EXPERIENCED a lot of stuff today! i MAY just stay on to teach. ahah. ok no promises to anyone. i keep changing my mind. it really ALL DEPENDS ON RESULTS. oh shit. i just freakin had to remind myself about it. i freak out everytime i think about it! rahh. shoosh shoosh no more talking about unpleasant stuff. american idol soon! ellen!:) half day tomm!:) shopping tomm!:) survivor tomm!:)

I was flying 21:37


Tuesday, 9 February 2010
uber duber tired today...

back to school after one day mc yesterday. all well-rested and in a rather good mood today:) lab session was kinda disastrous. its like they alr gimme such a headache in the classroom, in the lab its just..... monkeys in a zoo. but they quite funny la. silly silly one do all sorts of weird things to the potato and milk and stuff. ahha. but super tiring managing them in the lab! headed to macs for lunch with huiyu and chmel and like half of my sec 2 class was there??? lol. fun bunch:)

met yy after school and did some shopping at tpy central:) was supposed to get clothes for cny, but ended up buying a full black dress:/ hmmm. then we headed to city link where they had her size and she bought a nice pair of flats!:) then we headed to marina square to makan with lisa and wennie at seoul gardens:) first time there not bad la the stuff. had the ladies night promo so we paid half price each:) and i found a pair of heels at marina! haha. super lucky cause its on offer. like 40% off! plus its my size:) sort of la, a bit big though can put insole. but damn its black again. ahha. so my main aim of buying cny clothes today was a bit fail cause everything i bought is black>.<

anw lisa friend just told me damn cool news! her sis is getting married! haha k i know none of my business, but then the way her sis's bf proposed was the ultimate most romantic thing ever!!! he did it amazing race style and left her clue and route info and stuff and printed like the real amazing race kind. and he flew her to japan for a proposal!!!! pls tell me that is super cool diaos and romantic. this is way cooler than the stuff we read in books or see on dramas (that we know will never happen in real life). cool ttm man!

feet says: OUCH. PAIN. SORE.

I was flying 22:56


Sunday, 7 February 2010
GGfied >.<

I was flying 20:26


Saturday, 6 February 2010
SURVIVOR IS BACKKKKKK:))))

omg this season looks damn awesome! i used to dislike the all stars seasons on survivor, but HEROES VS VILLIANS. how can i resist not watcing! and i love how they change the outwit outplay outlast to return revenge redemption. and the cast is uber awesomeness! they really did a great job picking the cast.

on HEROES there is
1. RUPERT - the crazy funny guy who is still wearing his tie dye shirt!
2. STEPHENIE - the amazing woman who was the last person left on her tribe
3. AMANDA - the one who got to the end twice but never won-.-
4. JAMES - the damn strong and honest guy and

wished bobby jon was selected for this too he was my first survivor eye candy:))) and what about yao man???? the nice old man. ahha.

on VILLIANS there is
1. ROB - the one who married amber who won and they joined amazing race and won again, 2 freaking million bucks!
2. COURTNEY - the skinny ano bitch
3. PARVATI - the damn smart and cunning woman who betrays everyone and ironically works for a charity lol.
4. DANIELLE - i can't rmb why but i rmb i hated her last time. ahha.
5. COACH - the mental case but v interesting to watch

but the one i will be rooting for this season is still RUSSELL!!! haha so glad he is back. i mean if you have a heroes vs villians season without russel, its just not right. i can't wait to see him hunt for hidden immunity idols and play everyone out again:)

all stars seasons are usually very interesting. cause everyone already knows what kind of player you are, so you can't really cheat! yay something to look forward to:)


I was flying 13:01


Friday, 5 February 2010
amazingly efficient day today. was efficient in waking up, efficient in catching my train and bus to school, efficient in printing math handouts, efficient in teaching(didnt need to shout today:)), efficient in going for tuition, efficient in driving. tired from all these stuff, but also kinda glad its all over. my mum couldnt resist but add in some nagging. she just returned from a 3 day trip to malaysia. she must have missed nagging at us too much. just a casual remark that i was tired was responded by a decent amount of nagging-.- i can just imagine what i will get when my medical attachment starts. gosh. ok but i'm really looking forward to starting my medical attachment:) its like FINALLY something relevant to my future. or i hope it will be.

i'm kinda glad my tutoring kid is really nice:) she is really hardworking and all. i kinda malu cause i sort of forgot my sec 4 stuff le. plus we had to start on the hardest topic first, which is electrolysis-.- it is my absolute worst topic in chem:/ bloody hell i honestly forgot everything. its like my brain is as lousy as the china thumbdrive that i bought. a virus wipes out everything stored in it.

driving was kinda bleah. i think its my prob cause i am probably the slowest learner on earth. my teacher got kinda like impatient with me after a while my psychomotor skills just suck like shit. and i swear if someone told me i was going slanted and needed to keep in between the white lines, i would just puke and die. and to the other drivers that honked at me today, thank you for being so PATIENT! did you guys not see the bloody red L at the back of the car!?!?!? and yes, GUYS. lady drivers are much more patient than that. in my experience so far at least.

shit i realised i missed american idol last night. and last night was ellen's debut on AI. sadness. i have been so tired these days its just come home bathe, K.O. NO LIFE MAN. 4 weeks down, 5 more to go;)

have to admit i was kinda encouraged today, despite all the discouragement before. firstly my upper sec class finally responded to me after i sang the x = -b ..... song for them. and i'm pretty sure i will be hearing that song in every lesson i have with them now-.- secondly, it was nice to see some of the happy faces in my lower sec class when i returned them their science papers:) but still need to discipline them a bit more. if not the next test come back i will not get to see happy faces anymore. well, although they are prob going to hate me for screaming at them and making them stay back, but its ALL FOR THEIR OWN GOOD. gosh now i really understand what 用心良苦means. lol. feel a bit heart ache having to treat them in such a manner ( i was still a student 4 months ago) i knwo they don't like being scolded and nagged at, but its the only way i know how to care for them? sort of. and i am in the process of dao-ing them so they know that i was really angry yesterday. but when i dao them i feel super guilty shit sia. wa shit i better not get too attached to my class wait i cannot bear to leave them in 5 weeks:/

I was flying 22:38


Thursday, 4 February 2010
running around the school in a flare skirt and cardigan on looking for a missing class is no fun. thank god i was wearing flats. or i think i will really just run bare footed around the school. urgh.

pls tell me this is the end of my bad day streak.

I was flying 14:10


i swear i almost burst a vessel just now. and i now understand how you can shout so loud it hurts your throat. i think i reached my utmost potential in screaming today. sighh i really dunno what is wrong with them. and worse, i dunno how to change it. if this continues, i really will taboleh tahan. and i hate thurs:( super long day. plus relief somemore. damn.

and my mentor came to talk to me today. its about that day when i told my math mentor that i don't want the teaching scholarship and don't want to be a teacher in the future. i mean its not that i don;t like it here, but i just dont think this job is suitable for me. but she was really nice. as in she came to talk to me not because she was pissed off or angry or anything but more of out of concern. i kinda felt a bit bad for like saying that. cause she is such a passionate teacher. then i so lan diao 4 weeks only like that liao. sigh.

and i really cannot touch technological equiptment! like how my computer always got prob, how my handphone can spoil, how i can jam a dvd player, i am just not fated to touch these machines. when i was printing the math worksheets today, anything that could go wrong with the photocopying machine and stapling machine has gone wrong. paper jam, change ink, empty the paper roll container, feeder jam, not enough paper..... you name it i have experience it. all in 45 min. win.

off to relief a malay class now... even if they anyhow do their worksheet i also wont know right. lol. ok go jasmine jia you.

I was flying 13:20


Wednesday, 3 February 2010
although i had a really tiring day today, but i am all smiles for

1. i got hired as a chem tuition teacher! woo hoo. get to teach my favourite sec 4 chem somemore:) was hoping to teach that in school but got lower sec science instead. but i quite like lower sec science too:) lower sec bio is damn fun! starting on digestive system next week. ok all fun except the reproductive system part which (thank god) i dont have to teach:) i can just imagine the chaos in class:/ thank you hui yuuuuuu:)

2. i got medical attachment!:) yay thanks to bocks and her dad i get to pop by and observe surgeries when there are surgeries:) finally i get a medical attachment! although i wont be able to go down v frequently cause of teaching, but it still sounds damn fun and cool:) i'm going to try and email gynaes to see if they allow me to do attachment after my teaching thingo.

yay happy:) i was still kinda whiny about school work and all, but i am happy happy now:) let the good things keep coming man! and the bad things pls stay away from me thank you. nono if i say that then it will come. ok balance. as long as bad things not more than good things can le:) ok i shall stop zi-highing and get back to work.

I was flying 22:03


Tuesday, 2 February 2010
oh my supergirl ojik naui baby girl.....

omg i am addicted to this song! ahha. all thanks to hui yu. she has gotten me very into the k pop thingo! (and i am still annoyed that woman got to slack the entire freaking day rahh) we were like watching super junior MVs and gaga-ing over the ppl we like:) love siwon! so cute his dimples. haha. and imba diao he is the youngest guy in korea to get to 4th dan in taekwondo!!! this makes me wanna go back to tkd. lol. anw i didnt go for tkd again last week:/ too busy liao sia. i promise promise will go back after cny. k shall not digress. love siwon!<3 super junior songs are damn catchy:)

4 down 1 more to go! the most impt last one. pls pls pls offer me.....

and i decided to teach tuition too:) good money man. and i think i'm better teaching individuals than group. i can focus my attention better also. the 65 bucks that i slogged hard to get everyday in school i can earn in 2 hours teaching tuition:) hopefully i will be lucky and someone will hire me soon!:)

oh my super girl ojik naui baby girl...

I was flying 20:49


Monday, 1 February 2010
monday blues??? more like monday BOO. sighh. start of another busy week. damn tired today sia super a lot of lessons and yes, more work... oh well, but this also means one less monday to go! haha. hmm as much as i am looking forward to the end of this teaching stint, i think i kinda will bu she de the students. (i can imagine jacq going see see i told you haha) just started to get to know them and they are really great kids:)

blooooodddyyyy tiiiirrreeeeeeeeeeddddddddddd

I was flying 22:42




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