amazing day today. havent had so much fun in such a long time:)
started off the day with ice skating with lisa yy and wennie at kallang:) we were real early and it was quite malu cause we were the only noobies around. the rest were pro figure skaters. ahha. it has been almost 3 years since i last skated! and for no reason, i fell down. i was honestly just standing there talking to wennie when i suddenly lost my balance and piaked down. my butt was damn pain man:( ahha but we had fun:)
then we headed over to junyu's house for our class partayyy:))) i was so happy that 22 ppl came! amazing attendance for a class partayy:) we had karaoke, pool, monopoly and taboo!:) we were so patriotic we sang "we will get there" and we all sang 朋友 tgt! it was so sweet:) i'm so grateful for these great 朋友:) taboo was hilarious as usual. wennie really cracked me up with her lan diao taboo skills and funny ways of describing! ahah. we were all so tired from screaming and laughing. lol.
and then we had our BBQ!:) had to order pizza cause there was a lack of food. haha. but it was nice cause we all sat tgt and chatted about everything and anything. and i was paparazzi of the day!:) wanted to capture as many pictures as possible before we graduate:) we took photos of everything from candid shots to zi lian shots to chao ta chicken wings to our watermelon tower! ahah:) and we talked about everything from girl talk to names for our children to somehow sciency stuff to lame and funny stuff!:) never ending things to talk about:)
although i'm really tired from all the activities today, but i feel real great cause i had lots of fun with one of my favorite bunch of ppl:)) and with this proper break, i feel all recharged and ready to chiong ahead to As!:) ahha. i shall enjoy my one more day of temporary freedom tomm before i get thrown back into the harsh fires of reality on fri:/
<3 6O
I was flying 23:58
done. over. dead.
h3 was *&$#$%^&*@#@ today. but it was kinda expected? haha. i really do hope i can pass:/ super draining though. 3 hours of math is bad. but 3 hours of h3 is SUICIDAL. was so tired after the paper i didnt really have the mood to do anything else-.-
went to ion with rachel, rui qi and wennie:) we were hunting for the super nice gelato that rachel was searching for, but settled for yami yoghurt cause it was too ex. ahha. we walked around and obsessed over the yummy looking food and cute stuff in niponya and art box. lol. then we had dinner at xing wang:) although a bit ex but i decided to treat myself after the torture i put myself through for 3 hours. ahha. wennie rui qi and i sat at the orchard mrt platform and chatted for another 2 hours! till i rmb eileen telling me she couldnt get out cause she stay inside too long. i got out successfully but wennie and rui qi got stuck. lol. wennie had to worm her way through by saying she overslept and rui qi was lucky the person said it was his birthday so he let her off. lolll. happy outing:)
i believe in fate. but sometimes, i think its more of a coincidence. but i think i'm rather unfair to myself at times. when its something bad, i tell myself its fate. when its something good, its a coincidence. ahha. how do you tell the 2 apart? or maybe i'm just reading too much into things. aiya what will be will be:)
tomm is spend-quality-time-with-jasmine day. lol. jasmine is going to wake up when she feels like and waste the day watching shows online and playing lame computer games:) urgh i have the urge to buy sims3!
I was flying 22:52
zomg i am super unprepared for h3!!!!!!!
my brilliant plan completing revision on fri and sat and moving on to practice papers on sun is not working! i'm still in the midst of revision! bahhhh. die liao i am going to blank at my paper tomm.
i need a miracle!
I was flying 19:33
made no progress with h3 but shopping was quite fruitful!:)
supposed to go search for a new wallet and buy mooncake, but ended up getting more stuff:))))) the mooncake that they let us test were damn yummy!!!!:) the bing pi was damn thick!:) i love bing pi:))) if only they sold JUST the bing pi. yummy yummy. wanted to go round testing all sorts of mooncakes but only tested a few cause it was SOOOO CROWDED. cant even squeeze through to reach the toothpick>.< oh wells but we bought our yummy dong hai bing pi mooncakes:) so i'm happy:)
went to isetan cause my mum said she had a voucher expiring 30 sep. it turns out to be expiring in 30 sep 2010. lolll. but we used it anw. couldnt find a wallet so i ended up choosing earrings (my beloved) again!:))) yay:) got this cool dark blue pearl with a crystal inside:) the sales lady was kinda psychic! she guessed i was from rj! oh dear am i becominig a typical rafflesian?:( anw we were on our way back till my sharp eyes spotted this pair of sandals! it was nice and i loved the colour and most impt IT WAS ON SALE. lol. then we bought a t- shirt each plus one for my bro from levis cause it was $10 bucks per shirt min 3 pieces. haha. i have a seriously limited wardrobe need to go buy more clothes man! ok but before that i gotta lose some weight. ahha.
happy happy:) damn completely no mood for h3 now. shoppinggggggggggggggggggggggg:)))
I was flying 22:05
jasmine + schrodinger = BFFs for the weekend!
bahh h3 revision is @#$%^&*()*&^%$. and schrodinger is being a super lousy BFF! he is totally NOT helping me with my revision. actually hes making things worse! evil BFF. lol. but damn sian my h3 revision is like moving so slowly. and the probability of me doing well in h3 is just about the probability of me being able to quantum tunnel through my wall-.-
can't wait for after prelims though! so many happening events!:)) class party and ice skating and tennis and family trip! woohooooooooo.
2 more days!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was flying 13:14
2 more only!
11 papers down 2 to go! bahh why why why did i choose to take h3! stupidest decision ever. if i didnt, it would be 11 down 1 to go! and i would be able to enjoy my weekends, go taka eat mooncake! and go shopping.... sighhh.... somemore the stupid paper has to be in the afternoon, which means that i don't have a lot of time to go kai kai after the paper! sobs sobs sobs. but more imptly, the thought of having to mug for an alien subject scares me:/ rahh but i shant complain. i deserve it cause i have been slacking way too much;/ i have not been in the prelims eversince math was over-.- i had 2 hours of computer, 3-4 hours of tv, 2 hours of swimming yesterday! i'm enjoying myself more than normal school days man. and i have almost completely given up hope for my unrealistic AAABB dream. my sciences all gg xx liao. esp chem:( die la somemore i asked ms soh to write my referal. do so badly for chem still ask her. i feel so paisei. somemore the other referal is from mrs heng, physics tutor-.- and the worst is the 2 subjects i am applying for requires good chem and physics! jasmine you dumb dumb.
oh and i havent been to tkd in such a looong while. i shouldnt have paid for this term's fees-.- i attended the 1st lesson of the new term, then i missed 2weeks of tkd cause of prelims, was planning to go this sun, but my bro says they are having grading this week, means there is no lessons this week. and next sun i am going to bintan-.- then the most another 3-4 lessons i will be ponning because of As-.- sigh. maybe i shall ask my bro to teach me at home. ahaha.
4 more days and i will TEMPORARILY get my life back.
1 more month and my suffering starts again:(
2 more months and i will be PERMANENTLY FREEEEEEEE:))))
I was flying 15:29
ever felt so pissed off that you teared?
not my first, but this is really petty compared to the past. i feel my tolerance level thinning with each passing day. why? ok i know its just tv and small stuff but why are you being such a _? i totally understand the feeling of hao xing mei hao bao now. urgh i wanna go swim again tomm. its the only time that my mind is really clear and absolutely silent and i am all peaceful and solely concentrating on swimming. although i am still a slow poke and super no stamina:/
come on, wipe those petty tears and get on with life.
I was flying 21:55
life sucks. high rise buildings are tempting.
someone commited suicide from the opposite block today. not sure about the details, but i was kpohing, looking down my window looking at the police and ambulance and the other kpoh neighbours sticking their heads out of the window to kpoh too. the max height of the block is 30 storeys. so if we assume the person jumped from the 30th floor, and take one storey to be about 3.5m, assuming no air resistance and using the kinematics equation s=ut +0.5at2, the person would have taken about 4.6 s to fall...
ok kinematics and kpohing aside, i began to think why the person committed suicide. i mean it really takes a lot of courage to jump off and end your life. we always complain about how life sucks and we want to die, but how many ppl actually do commit suicide? i was wondering whether i would ever have the courage to kill myself if i were really so tired of living. but i guess my answer is no. or at least not yet;/ you can just imagine how much the person is suffering such that he/she would want to end his life. sigh. the world is sad.
I was flying 14:28
my finger is deformed.
i have a plateau on my finger now all thanks to econs-.- i write until my hand almost fei diao liao. 12 pages in 2h15min-.- i am amazed with myself. and mph was FREEEZING. my hands were NUMB. its like numb yet pain and damn suan!! pure tortore. and the invigilator was so irritating! she kept talking then make me lose my train of thought! oh but at least i finished my paper. i think i ended like 30s before the time was up. lol.
and yay mummy said she got a promotion!(cause someone got fired lol) she was saying she is going to be doing something she is unfamiliar with-.- lol i wonder why they even asked her in the first place. she dunno how much pay rise she will get, but whatver it is, i prob can get a treat from her or something:) and we are planning to go for a short break to bintan/genting after my prelims and my bro's promos. fri-sun:) my bro sounded more than happy at the thought of possibly ponning school on fri. ahha. i really need the break man. oh but poor her she is still under her irritating chilli crab boss. haha.
8 down 5 to go...
I was flying 18:28
2 in a row. life just gets better and better.
I was flying 10:13
i thought i would only feel like this after a h3 paper. apparently not:(
lets pray that ming tian hui geng hao:)
I was flying 17:59
i need more stamina.
math was super tiring today. by the second hour i was so fed up and tired i didnt want to do my paper anymore. and apparently my strategy of taking it slow so i wont make careless mistakes turned out to be disastrous when i had only an hour to complete the last 5 questions-.- sigh but at least there is still that 40% of stats in paper 2 to save me:) oh but i love afternoon papers:) totally fits my nocturnal sleeping habits:) slept at 4 and woke up at 1030:) i hope i don die on wed. suddenly change to morn again-.- ok i'm boring myself with this blog post.
9 papers to go! yay?
I was flying 18:23
time flies when you're having fun?
for me, time flies when i don't want time to fly. shucks seriously lack of time. i don rmb ever being so unprepared for a major exam. and As is supposed to be "the exam of our lives". gosh. the next 3 months will be exams, more mugging and exams again. can't wait for 1 dec! i still rmb the true feeling of freedom after my o lvl bio mcq paper. i was literally staring at the clock for the last 10 mins. as every minute passed and the cheers of other classes came one after another, i got more and more excited. the 3 words "time is up" that usually gives me a shock during papers sounded so nice and sweet that day. i really knew what was taking a load off one's chest. my load was pretty heavy k! and after that, FREEDOM.
i can just imagine that kind of floaty free-of-troubles and done-with-jc feeling on 1 dec:))) since the load this time is heavier, more work has to be done to lift it to overcome the GPE! haha. so jia you jasmine:)
chiong ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I was flying 11:15
as man progresses, so do the animals.
an 8 year old female cheetah broke the world's fastest mammal record! 100m in 6.13s. cool diao! thats like taking about 2.5 minutes to complete 2.4. lol. i think by that time i only finish 1 round-.- take that usain bolt! ahha.
I was flying 15:00
no time no time no time.
i feel so tired after mugging everyday, but i realised my pace is still v slow! rahhh. i need to work faster! turbo up!:)
was reminiscing on power rangers and i researched it on wiki! lol. its quite interesting you know. there are many things we dont see on tv and they explain it on wiki:) i still like the very first series one the best. now all the new power rangers got lots of weird stuff not nice liao! i rmb how i always wanted to be yellow ranger with the tiger zord thingo! haha. maybe i will dream of myself as a power ranger tonight.
and i am into korean songs now! ahha. have been singing the boys over flowers song and i have partially mastered it! haha. korean is not easy:/ tried learning it online and failed terribly. lol. then i tried singing nobody in korean. lol. the only parts i could catch was i want nobody nobody but you. lollll. shall learn it after As:)
chiong ahhhhhhhhhhh
I was flying 21:48
dreams are such peculiar things. i am such a strange girl.
people may not think that i am a deep thinker; but deep down in my messy full of random nonsense brain, i believe there is this little department that thinks about random stuff and imagines the unimaginable. i call this department DARN (dreams and random nonsense). i would think this is possibly the most interesting part of my brain; the most creative and FREE. no one can control what i think and dream of; no one can tell me that is impossible; no one can laugh at what i think. it is the one thing that is truly private. it is the one evidence that reminds me that i am still human, i still have a soul, i am not a mugging robot with no life. once in a while, i enjoy indulging in these weird dreams and fairytales that i know will never happen in real life. ok maybe "once in a while" is not giving this special group of nerves in my brain enough credit. i enjoy indulging in my my dreams and random nonsense A LOT:) dreaming is serious business. its like my ultimate "hobby", if it is even considered one. people don't understand why i can and like to sleep so much. i sleep not only for its pragmatic use of replenishing energy, but also to source for a dream weird and interesting enough to fill my bored to death brain. i must say, the HOD of DARN sure knows how to dramatise every story. its the kind of over dramatised plot that invites extreme feelings; you either hate it and find it damn lame, or you are an absolute sucker for it. needless to say i belong to the second group:)
THE IRONY. running through a dark and seemingly far from civilisation forest; but yet i see a road crowded with cars lit up by the oh-so-familar orange street lamps. i desperately try to run away from him; but at the same time a part of me just wants to throw myself in his arms. i am being grabbed by the arm as his knife cuts my arm. i scream, but i do not feel pain. THE IRONY.
there are so many burning questions everytime i get a weird dream like that. Why? Who? What? Where? Huh? but i guess some things in life are meant to be left unexplained. this is not science. dreams DO NOT have to be logical. this is not GP. dreams CANNOT be argued for or against. dreams are the most true and sincere thoughts of a person. regardless how naive, illogical or stupid it may sound, dreams are REAL; as long as you believe it to be.
sometimes i hate myself for being so pragmatic. if only i could really live my life like in my dreams, if only the things that i dream of were really true, if only the world was not as real and harsh and cruel like it is. i know my dreams are weird and IMPOSSIBLE given the context of this cold concrete world. but a small part of me still hopes. that MAYBE one day i will be an a heroic warrior like legolas in lord of the rings; MAYBE one day i will go back in time and be as like the mystical chinese celestial spirits; MAYBE i will find my true love and live happily ever after like in twilight. haha. yep. i am one strange girl.
dreamland; my little piece of heaven.
I was flying 17:34
eh mr intergration, why you so like that!!
going slightly mental from integration overdose.
I was flying 17:42
expenditure-reducing policy. what???
econs was full of ??? today. sigh. and the MPH was freeeeeeezing. my hand got kinda numb from all the writing and the coldness. zzz. and i think my brain kinda freezed too. cause i had no idea what i was doing for the second case study-.- was sort of just writing nonsense to fill up space so taht i wont hand in a blank script. and i apologise to whichever teacher reading my handwriting:/ but still kinda disappointed cause i was hoping my case study would pull my essay up:/ oh wells. MING TIAN HUI GENG HAO!:)
3 down 10 to go!:)
I was flying 17:43
and so it begins!
how time flies. prelims are here! i know this sounds silly but it still feels not long ago that i took my sec 4 prelims!! ahha. GP paper was ok i guess. thank goodness my science and tech came out! lol i think i practically didnt read the other questions and just zoomed in to science and tech. and yay compre wasnt on politics or philosophy:)) hmmm ok paper overall. hope my essay isnt out of point though.
2 down 11 to go!:)
have faith
I was flying 13:05
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