zzz i think i am super unfit. i'm aching all over after pe yesterday. lol. die. must work out liao. if not napfa sure die. i run 3 rounds alr half dead. no stamina liao. sigh.
anw last night was great fun!:) my 3 cute cute cousins came over!!!:))) and we had lots of fun:) ok they had lots of fun bullying me. ahha. they were all jumping on my bed playing and half the time jumping on me. lol. but they were all so cute i just let them jump. ahha. they are so much more well behaved than my other two cousins. sigh. the other 2 whole day whine and cry only, but these 3 very cute:) haha i was trying to take pictures of them but its so hard cause they kept moving. haha one of my cousins damn cute! he gave me 喜怒哀乐 faces! ahha. i am gonna upload everything man. damn cuteeee:) but sad diao they are going back to shanghai on mon:(((( gonna miss them like shit. but yay i think we will go over to visit them during hols this year:)
i think my body clock works like a balance of payments system. when i have lack of sleep, there is a deficit, then when i have the time, i will sleep a lot more to cover those deficits so my balance of payments is healthy and in equilibrium. lol. have been sleeping for only 4 hours for the past few days and this morning, i woke up at 1. lol. i was damn shocked when i woke up and lifted up the blinds to see that the sky was so bright. 13 hours straight. haha. so now my deficit from the past few days have been covered for by this surplus. ahah.
kk gotta go clear some homework now. its currently heavily in debt. lol.
I was flying 14:35
wow. cny is over. fast eh.
cny was the same. the usual eating non stop, lots of coke, playing cards, hiding in my room when "relatives" i see once a year come visiting. lol. anw there is also too many ppl. i like visiting my grandma. lol ok i don't think it even counts as visiting since i live with here. its like going home to bai nian. lol. and everyone has been saying i look a lot like my mum!!!! and they mistake me for her-.- its either i look damn auntie or she looks like an 18 year old. i rather take the latter. lol. but my dad say i look very auntie le! sad diao. maybe cause i was wearing my mum's top. haha. anw i think my bro is FINALLY starting to grow up into a man. lol. he used to heck care cny and dress damn sloppy. then this year he dress nicely quite good looking k! ahha. and of course my cute cousins!:) the small small ones are damn cute:) i am amazed by how much my cousin can eat. he is not yet 2 yet, but his stomache is like already 10. ahha. he really eats NON STOP! his stomach must be damn expandable. i was kinda worried seeing him eat so much, but then when he did his cute baby "please?" i will just bu ren xin and feed him. lol. i think i will be a damn shi bai mum. pictures another day:)
i wanted to pon school today. damn sian.... post cny lethargy. was spacing out a lot during lessons today. and i fell asleep while waiting for the toilet to bathe, so i missed training too-.- but anw i missed the registration for monthly shoot. sigh. never train for a week liao. i hope i can still shoot like previous week:/
shooting trails today. met a lot of weird ppl. lol. i think this batch is quite.... different. ahha. everyone says there are many bimbos in the rgs batch, but i dont think its as bad as the weirdos in the ri batch. lol. but quite entertaining:) qu li and i were in the range slacking and gossiping. lol. then we saw this really pretty girl who was her junior. wanted to point her out to the guys but they alr knew her name lol. then we saw sam's sis! ahah. both skinny skinny one. hope we get nice juniors:/ hope we dont get all weirdos and bimbos. haha. and i hope the pretty girl gets in!:)
i suddenly rmb that tomm is mr ang's last econs lesson with us. sad diao:( i was just beginning to get the hang of macroecons. dunno how i'm going to pass econs this year man.
I was flying 22:08
I DIE. I ACCIDENTALLY SENT OUT 32 MMS!!!!!!
I was flying 13:34
its only second week of J2 and i really hate it already. homework is never ending, lectures are ever boring, and i'm really worn out. have been feeling really lethargic during lessons and dozing off easily despite sleeping early. i really really wanna pon school tomm!!!!! then don need to do GP essay and chem class test:( how i wish we could just fast forward our lives to the part where As have just ended. i am feeling so pmsy now. and i hate me being like that. and that only makes me even more pmsy. bahh.
life sucks.
I was flying 20:10
my cute cute cousins are back!!!!<333333
I was flying 20:59
sad diao i think st nicks is REALLY going to go for prime. after delaying for so long(yay) they finally decided on the date i think:((( i think i will cry if i see them tear down the building:((( but yay someone organised a farewell party to the old school building!:) i think they will be damn a lot of ppl attending. i see facebook got like 1,300 plus ppl RSVP. i think there will be old st nicks ppl like mothers already coming too. i think only a school like st nicks will have such things lo. i rmb last time in pri sch when we moved there was no such thing. shit feeling damn nostalgic again. sometimes i get kinda irritated by myself unable to move on with life and keep whining about how i miss st nicks. but that is the kind of effect st nicks has on you! anw, must go for this farewell party to say goodbye to the school!!!!
LAST CHILLOUT AT ST NICKS
20 MARCH, 7pm-11pm
was flipping through connexio while packing my room. so many memories! every class page that i flipped to was so special. red batch class of 2007!<3
charity with their crazy charity cheers,
diligence with their obsession over ms praba,
faith the class which we forged enemity with during debate competition
grace the class with the np clique,
hope the sports class,
justice the class everyone hated cause they were so competitive during classroom deco competitions adn won everytime,
LOYALTY my beloved class who got united everytime someone pissed us off (like justice), purity the chao mugger class with lots of china scholars,
truth the class i went to for egeog,
unity the class 2 classrooms down ours,
wisdom the class i used to check for mornign assembly!:)
even though we seemed so unfriendly to each other and all during class competitions, in the end, we will still unite and give it our all for st nicks! like mrs goh says: when st nicks is at her best, no one comes close. i will never forget the times when we went down to cheer for track and field, the times when we all reluctantly did family dance, but secretly enjoyed it alot, and the best would be when after mass the play the ij song and everyone would cuddle tgt and sing!:)))
ij friendships through the years,
born of simple joys and tears;
something tells me deep inside,
ij friends are friends for life.
hold on to our dream of peace don't stop believing
our hearts and hands ever seeking ever serving
hold on to the sound of our friends all joyously singing
our voices raised, to the lord our god above,
hold on to our dream.....
hold on to our dream, hold on to the ij dream....
hold on to our dream!!!!!
爱我爱我圣尼格拉！<3
I was flying 19:16
I AM HOME!!!! AND THE TIME NOW IS 1245!!!:)))))
lol. i love fridays. cause its the end of the week!:))) and our timetable rocks:) school ends at 1135 without h3 physics:))) today was such a slack day. we had pe then break then chem and math then can go home le!:) lol:) 1 week down, 39 more to go!:)
pineapple tarts:)
I was flying 12:45
first day of school was much better than i thought:))) it was a nice walk with dear sn frens again!:) no more dog poop on the pavement:)) though the change of the school name still irks me a little. like how they changed the sign at the main gate to RAFFLES INSTITUTION (junior college). and the big balloon with the "we are raffles" lol. like ppl didnt alr know that-.- the new pick up area is quite cute. like a bus stop. ahah. the only thing missing now is a half an hourly shuttle bus to J8. lol. things in school have been rearranged here and there but pretty much still the same. oh and the canteen there had nice photos!:) one of our class photos on the board!:) everything was going fine. UNTIL I SAW THAT BIG BANNER IN THE CANTEEN. ultimate elitism man. RAFFLES DOMINATES?!??!?! wth is with that?!??! gosh. we are bound to make new enemies with that banner man.(that is if all the other JCs don't alr hate us like shit-.-) but i guess its things like that that reminds me i'm in RJ.haha.(yea i don care i don wan use RI>.<)
we started the day with talks and talks which i think put half of us in hibernation mode. till they band came out. lol they are damn funny! esp the singer. made me laugh like shit. and and and! wennie and i have got our theme song for the day/week/month(until we find a new song)
*shakes around, strumming imaginery guitar singing*
EVERYTIME YOU DO THAT THING YOU DO!!!
renovations are going on EVERYWHERE in school. like some construction site. they have plans on refurbishing classrooms and new lockers and what not, BUT THEY STILL DID NOT FIX THE PROJECTOR IN LT1!!! -.- but heck la. our class was super efficient today:)) WE WERE EARLY FOR ALL OUR LECTURES TODAY!!!:))) *applauds* not only not late! but early too:) a good start to the year:)) missed my dear class:)) everyone still the same:) the guys are still as gay and ano as ever and the girls still as whiny and noisy:)) mango cake was yummy!:)
phy lecture proved my common sense is not common theory once more:))
off to chiong econs and phy hol homework. ok no more hol. just HOMEWORK. ahah.
I was flying 22:28
if jasmine went to poly, she would be in SP now studying aeronautical engineering.
if jasmine went to poly, she would make sure she studies hard to get into uni.
if jasmine went to poly, she wouldnt need to study the useless stuff she is studying now.
if jasmine went to poly, she will be a lot freeer.
if jasmine went to poly, she will prob like school a lot better.
if jasmine went to poly, she MAY be happier.
if jasmine went to poly, she wouldn't need to go off for training now.
if jasmine went to poly, she wouldnt be blogging about such random stuff now.
I was flying 14:33
tkd grading was damn random today. lol. they split into 2 groups so v fast today. i was just putting on my guards then they ask us to fall in le. luckily i came early. lol. i was still in a daze looking at ppl doing pattern and having some last minute panic of where to turn when suddenly i heard ppl screaming at me to go liao. then everything passed in a blur too.... and suddenly i am already here blogging. lol.
am not looking forward to school:((( dreading it actually. besides the fact that i get to see my classmates again, i am dreading everything else. sigh. i just need to lug myself through one more year and i'm done with this school. still quite pissed that they are treating the Olvl ppl unfairly. can't get over the rubbish headstart thing and the open house = cca fair thing. i think they might as well stop o lvl take in. then they can fully concentrate on their darling ip ppl-.-
to the O lvl ppl: if you want to come to rj, you have to come for open house k! 14 jan wed. or else you'll prob end up with no cca:(
sigh. i feel sad for my juniors. but again i dunno if i would want them to come rj also. sighh. i dunno how i should feel about school still. i have been telling myself to try and accept how things are and stop being so sore about stuff and anti school. but then i cant help but feel irritated when i hear things like that. i keep telling myself fate has brought me to this school to erase my prejudice. hmmm maybe not yet. i shall patiently wait for fate to work its magic while trying to survive this new academic year that will prove to be hell:( ironically, 9 subjects are better than 5!!!
oh and i just realised another irony.
COMMON SENSE IS NOT COMMON. AT ALL.
this amazing irony explains many of the actions that we take in everyday life.
Q:why didnt i just go to poly?
A:common sense is not common:)
Q:why am i blogging about such weird stuff?
A:common sense is not common:)
ok i think i missused the word common sense. lol. but as i said, common sense is not common:)
I was flying 14:11
went for zanne's birthday party yesterday!!!!:))) pretty fun:) lol although the silver gold and stars thing did drive mons and i crazy. we pasted star stickers on our faces. lol. watched the kindaichi movie which was damn exciting! haha. odd kept screaming, and half the time we were trying to speculate who was the murderer. lol. then we played ass hole dai dee after dinner:) but somehow i felt really sick suddenly. my entire body was aching and i was running a fever. when i got home i was so tired i plonked on the sofa and couldnt move. but i couldnt sleep either cause my body was aching so bad, and my nose was blocked:( sigh. i have been falling sick so easily recently. i used to be really healthy in st nicks, falling sick only once a year near my birthday. lol.
i decided i will just heck care all my homework. mons is right. last 2 days of hols need to rest. somemore tomm got tkd grading. must rest so got energy to spar:)
anw today's post is dedicated to my dearest graddaughter!!!:)))
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY JAS PANG!!!!!:))))
haha. omg cant believe you are 18! that sounds so mature, no too mature for you! esp when you are still constantly being mistaken for a primary school kid. lol:) this is your 5th birthday since knowing you!:) and i hope i will get to celebrate your birthday till we are 80 and in wheelchairs!:) no matter how spastic and lame you are, and noisy and weird at times, i am still glad to have a granddaughter like you!:))) sometimes when no one understands my lame jokes, or what i am saying, you will be the only one laughing and going orhhhh.....(although i know sometimes you orhhh but dont actualy understand:/) lol. arent you glad to have the same lame-ness wavelength as me??!?!? ahha. looking forward to more nat lib mugging sessions to come!:) we shall gambatte gambatte this year and play like crazy when its all over!:)) oh and more pictures ya?:) best wishes! love you!<3
I was flying 19:42
i feel like an old woman now. ok i know jas pang is just going to say cause i am a grandmama. lol. my right arm is aching like mad just after 2 hours of badminton with jas pang yesterday. lol. we went to nat lib in an attempt to clear some homework. but it wasnt very effective for me. only did a few math questions. i hate vectors. hate it hate it hate it. rahh. ok. anw after that we went for lunch then badminton!!!:))) ahah we were both complaining how we havent been exercising for so long. anw, i have to say, my dear granddaughter has improved in her badminton!!! ahha. she used to be super duper duper unglam when we played in the school hall during recess. how i miss those days. now she is only a teeeny weeny bit unglam. ahah. haha i have taught her well:) at least she didnt slip and fall on her butt while cactching a shuttle or did a ballet turn when she served. lol. ahha. we were trying to make each other run about and learn how to smack the shuttle down, but somehow it always didnt work and we knew what each other were trying to do. lol. but it was great fun playing badminton with my dearest granddaughter!!!:))) shall work on making her even more glam like me:))
thanks to my old arm, training sucked today. was hoping to leave at 720 before coach comes and sees my horrendous cards, but he just had to come at 715-.- so left at 730 in the end. shit i shot so super badly today, zhanni didnt believe i could shoot a zero even if i wanted to. but i did! lol.
lots of work to clear..... bahhhh.
I was flying 22:14
back in singapore!:)
shucks it just hit me that school will be starting in 7 days, and reminders for homework has been popping up in my inbox:/ rahh. ok somehow i will finish it. somehow.
on my plane back, i realised what i really like about plane rides. i love the feeling of the plane lifting off! you can feel the plane going faster and faster then the moment when the entire plane lifts off... its a nice feeling:) and i like seeing planes taking off too. you can see the front wheel lift up then the whole plane:) and of course when the plane is cruising above the clouds:) its such a nice view:) its like you dont feel like you are moving, or you dont feel like you are actually moving so fast. ok i dunno what i'm talking about. ahha. ahh i just love planes:) they are such amazing things:)
while staring out the window looking at the clouds fly by, i was subconsciously thinking of many many random stuff that left me puzzled why i was thinking of such weird stuff. lol. cant really rmb most of it but some were particularly weird. i think one of which was how the earth was round. too long never use brain liao. now my brain trying to occupy itself to prevent rotting. ahha.
I was flying 01:20
its 2009!!! and i'm in genting! haha. first time spending new year in a diff country. feels a bit weird:/ my past few new years were spent staying up late watching the countdown show with my ah ma. haha. this year i spent it in hotel playing sims2. the fireworks here are quite nice too. i could only see the smoke from my room cause i was too lazy to go down and watch, but i heard its nice. lol.
no new years resolution this year. cause i know i wont follow it. lol. looked back at my 2008 new years reolutions and i think i barely fufilled any. haha. i just hope this year everything will go well for my family, and that everyone will be happy and healthy:) and and that my rashes will disappear forever! haha:)
anw yesterday when we took the budget airline, i was thinking they really really really save costs on EVERYTHING. lol. firstly, the boarding pass is not like the nice nice ones you usually see. it doesnt even look like a boarding pass. its more like you know receipt material paper. then the budget terminal was quite warm, not like the nice fresh aircon smell you get in the other terminals. AND we had to walk up the plane using the stairs, which was a bit diff for my ah gong. anw the air stewardess are also damn budget lo. i wouldnt even call what they are wearing uniforms. they were wearing cotton long sleeved t shirts with black casual looking jeans. and a tiger printed scarf. my mum was saying they look like they serve tiger beer, not air stewardess. but thir pronounciation is really quite bad. we couldnt really catch anything that they were saying through the system and the seats were quite cramped up. but i guess i shouldnt complain. afterall we did pay a really low price:) and i got to take a plane ride! although only a short 45 mins. i took lots of pictures of planes while we were waiting to take off and pictures of clouds too!!! v v v nice:)
oh oh! and i know why singapore is such a prosperous country now. its not only because we were lucky we were given a nice small spot on the earth, but its because our ppl are efficient and work hard! ahha. when i got to malaysia, their macs staff was damn slow mo. she can serve me halfway ask me wait then walk out to give someone else her order. and she kinda forgot she was supposed to get my fries and ending up chatting with her colleague who was also in the midst of serving a customer. and in genting, the service staff are also damn slow mo. my mum got so pissed at this guy cause when she ordered the first time, he like heck care like that. then she repeated her order, then the guy finally woke up and asked her what she wanted again-.- my mum and i complained out loud, but they didnt seem to care anyway. i am proud of singaporeans!:) although we are so kiasu and everything, but at least we get the job done! properly!:) lol i dunno why i am in such a complainy mood. i think its partly because i am spending new years in a foreign country and also partly cause i am missing xiao niang re!!! lol:)
freezing here now. brrrr.
I was flying 21:50
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Saturday, 31 January 2009
