Thursday, 22 May 2008

my favourite song sung by my favourite american idol!!!!:)

DAVID COOK ROCKS!!!:)

Wednesday, 21 May 2008

haha had nothing better to do and started blog surfing. you wanna know whats the thing that rj ppl blog about most? TESTS!!! haha. so funny. i went to google blog search and typed in the words "GP CT" and immediately all the blogs came out! ahha. interesting discovery:)

ok shall stop being lame and get back to work:)

I was flying 17:07

GP CT was....... sigh. essay was erm ok. i hope. compre was worse. firstly i was rushing like siao and secondly, they kept asking me things from passages that i didnt understand!!! ahhhh. like the 4 mark question on the last para. i just huh. and my AQ was on the last para too!!! and they picked that one sentence i didnt understand!!!! screwed la. my AQ die liao. i really GG liao. sigh. oh wells. this CT feels so un CT-ish. haha.

we were all damn high after CTs... me and jessie were laughing over i cant rmb what. then me and wennie started highing, then me and khee ern ganged up against rui qi. haha. crazy liao. went for class lunch at j8. we were supposed to buy food and eat at top of the 8 as usual, but i was too damn hot so we ate at food junction. the place were all the food is over priced and its not even nice:/

after that went to help sheryl buy her present for her bro. we walked and walked and walked but she couldnt make up her mind. ahah. she ended up buying SOCKS for HERSELF. ahaha. she was so satisfied with her socks she didnt bother searching for her bro's present anymore. ahah. then i went to find a wallet. i liked this adidas wallet, but she kept saying it looked distorted. ahha. what got wing then the shape weird weird one. ahha. but i really liked it so i ignored her and bought it. ahaha. i spent damn long deciding between the grey and yellow, then in the end, i bought the purple. ahha. so yay i was satisfied too:)

AMERICAN IDOL FINALS TODAY!!! GO DAVID COOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)

I was flying 15:01

Sunday, 18 May 2008

jasmine is emo no more!:)

haha went back to sn on thurs. was supposed to go fold cranes for vanessa, but i had to leave early cause i was going to safra:( oh wells, but i was sitting behind the piano during co! hahha. listened to them prac for an hour or so. they were playing the syf 2005 pieces! ahha.oh man that was like my first 2 major songs:) they are playing that for jubilate, bt i cant make up my mind whether i wanna go le.its freakin 30 BUCKS. the school is totally trying to suck every single penny out of us. but i felt so much better after going back:) pity didnt get to eat orange bowl though:(

went to safra, but it was bloody crowded... waited till 8pm and realised there was no lane. sian diao. so wasted 3 hours there. blah. got home and had no mood for homework at all. so i gg diao on fri. ahha. we got back physics paper, which i failed. duh. but at least i didnt get a single digit. ok but compared to the rest of the class, i sucked. haha. i must really get mugging:/

fri was good:) finally decided to quit jap. kinda sad giving it up, cause i really liked it, but then i really cant stand sensei. he is totally wastig my time. sigh. nice guy la, but cant teach for nuts. i shall self study and pass JLPT 2 this year!!! gambatte!:) so yay i went for training and THERE WAS AIRCON!!!!:) yay:) and i beat my high score!:) although its still not v good, but oh well, jia you! so i was happy:)

met jacq lays ben and xiu qi to go vj for jas pang's guitar concert. we were erm half an hour late. ahha. the bus ride took so bloody long! we were just in time to catch their item though:) was so happy i got to see hui min and jas pang and lynn!!!:) esp jas pang! she was just crazy. ahha i missed her so much!:) all that noise and jumpiness and laughter! ahha. there were many st nicks ppl there and we created quite a lot of noise. ahha. my juniors were there too! ahha. yay so i wasreally happy. we went home really late thouh. stupid vj is so damn bloody far. rahh. got home at 12. hope jacq didnt get into trouble:/ she was really worried that she was late.

slept like a pig the entire day. i have no idea how one person can sleep so much. ahha. i do something for a while, sleep then now, i cant sleep. tahts why i am blogging at like 3am. ahaha. busy day ahead tomm.

ok friends, goodnight:)

I was flying 00:55

Tuesday, 13 May 2008

life is a vicious cycle.

while walking to school, we talked about vanessa, who was from the red batch. heard she has some brain disease, some blood vessel burst around her brain, and now she is deep in coma. the worse thing is taht she is in trinity college, in australia. sigh. although i dont know her personally, but i feel so sad for her. sigh. she is so young, she hasnt seen the world yet, but she may leave us anytime. may god bless her with a speedy recovery, and bless all her friends and family. ALL RED BATCH PEEPS, PLS GO BACK TO SN TO FOLD PAPER CRANES FOR HER!!!!

i suddenly feel this emptiness in rj. yes i do have a great class and great friends and all, but i lack SPIRIT. rj lacks spirit. i know this may sound lame stupid and childish, but i was put off by this habit of not greeting people. we had IBP on monday, and this high comissioner from india came. when he arived, no one showed any signs of recognition. when mons and i wanted to greet, people gave us weird looks. its BASIC COURTESY!!! i really cant stand it. it feels so rude.

rj ppl are just so indifferent about everything. now i understand why ppl say rj is not a good school. because it lacks spirit. rj teaches us knowledge. it teaches us what we have to know to get our As for A levels and keep rj as one of the top jcs in singapore. but it does not teach us compassion, it does not teach us respect, it does not teach character. they say it, but no one feels it. i get extremely put off by rude ppl in lectures cheering when the bell goes, leaving LTs during lessons. its so freaking rude. you may think rj is fun with all the activities and all, but if you look harder, its a cold cold place. no one, not even teachers will go the extra mile to help you; no one cares, unless the issue has a direct impact on them; there is no respect for teachers, or for anyone in the matter of fact.

in st nicks, whether you know a person personally or not, you will smile to taht person in school, or even outside. you will greet teachers when you see them, no matter how mundane it may be. you respect your teachers and schoolmates by showing consideration. you sincerely love your school and friends from the bottom of your heart. you would sacrifice yourself to help others, teachers sacrifice their time just to help you.

most people may think i am overreacting, making a fuss, exaggerating. but its this contrast between st nicks and rj that makes it so hard for me to truly adapt to this new harsh cold environment, or would i say, fake happy environment. st nicks has been such a great place, i would go back if i redid my PSLE and gotten 299. even if it means taking o levels again, i would gladly do it. it has taught me so much, while in contrast, i feel taht rj is taking away all that i have learnt. i enjoy myself in school with friends, but when i get home and think about it, i have just wasted one day learning nothing, putting on a mask acting happy.

now, i wish i were a part of another jc.

you wouldnt understand how i feel, unless you were part of the st nicks family, unless you proudly wore that blue
pinafore with that crest on it, unless you truly felt the st nicks spirit.

i need to go back to st nicks, to prevent myself from becoming into someone i'll grow to hate.

I was flying 21:17

Friday, 9 May 2008

i feel like crap:/ rough day today. sigh.

lots to do for PW, GP essay was tiring, physics test was pure crap, chem was worrying, math was sian diao, shooting was sighhhhhh. i dont think i did like even 10 marks of that bloody physics test. i am totally going to get a single digit out of 35. yay me. chem was fun, but its worrying cause we found out ms soh is a relief teacher. sigh she was the only tutor i had faith in, and now, my JC life is going to get screwed up if she leaves. mdm teng was back. no more fun phd teacher:( she was in a good mood cause we gave her a get well soon card. shooting was.... sigh. i totally felt like shooting myself. what the hell are you doing jasmine lim yen yin. i shot realy bad. everyone is improving, but i am doing worse. feel like crap. sigh.

i wannna go run, like run and run and run and vent out all my frustrations. i keep it all inside in school, appearing fine, but when i get home.... sigh.

life is tough man. real tough.

I was flying 21:08

Wednesday, 7 May 2008

chorale yesterday was quite good! ahah. although i didnt understand the non english songs at all. ahha. but it sounded nice:) haha we were all mesmerised by the student conductor! he is freakin cool! haha perfect pitch le. and wendy thinks he is shuai too! haha. not bad la. aahha. the RI boys were scary! omg they can reach digustingly high notes. ahha. but they so cute! ahha. poor sec one boys, kena exploited of their unbroken voices. aha. i think its so unfair that guys always have nicer uniforms than girls. the guys wore nice smart suits while the girls wore erm. not so nice stuff. ahha.

oh well, it was worth the money la. my first time at the esplanade yo! ahha. but damn freaking tired today. reached home at like 11 -.-

horrible day today. i was STARVING. because PW got swopped to our only free break. sians. then got the bloody students council invest. i was too hungry to really pay attention. rahh. oh well, i don really care about the council. i'm rather anti-council. ahha.

PT was erm, slack, ahaahha. we played lao ying zhua xiao ji! haha. damn fun:) and bball. and i found out many stuff.... haha. shooting is scandalous lo. ahah.

MUGG!

I was flying 20:10

Sunday, 4 May 2008

went for NJ's college day yesterday with lays! ahha. we were quite qian bian though. i was wearing the TEAM RAFLLES shirt and lays was wearing a hc shirt. ahha. but mine was worse la. i got stares. ahha. but i was really damn happy cause i saw many people that i havent seen in a loong loong time! like first of all, JACQ!!!! haha i really missed her so much man. i also saw ben, ness, hui ying, yunjie, yu rui, mindy, pin fang and joyce! ahha. but lays and i felt quite extra. ahah. we kept kena pang seh by ppl! ahha. they talk to us for a while then they will pang seh us le.

their college day was quite interesting. ahha. they had to sell food of their house colour! hahah. i had kaya from green house, fried rice and drinks from red house. ahha. it was quite nice la.

oh man i cant wait for june hols for a reunion with my dear sn frens!:)

I was flying 16:02

Friday, 2 May 2008

ok after my wonderful birthday (its was so memorable it doesnt even feel real now) and i am now one year older, its time to get back to reality.... sigh. i totally gg fied my math test today. i was totally living in self denial telling myself yesterday taht the test would be postponed... sigh. so i totally gg the test. i studied like 15 mins before the start of the test. ahha. oh wells.

and i am damn qi! wa lau i cant freaking get my card with all in the black circle! i always have one shot taht is damn extra jutting out. rahh. haha benjamin and i were saying that if we don get a all in black circle card we cant go home. but we didnt and yes we did go home. ahha. shit the 2 of us are lagging behinf!!! oh man i gotta catch up with qu li la! she damn imba. her shots all 9 10 9 10 one! mine is like lan diao. i think my best series was only like 85 -.- rahh. gambatte!

work work work!:)

I was flying 20:21

Thursday, 1 May 2008

jasmine was a very very happy girl on 30 april!:)

haha. thank you all for making my day so special!:) it has really been my bestest birthday ever!:)

a big thank you to....

09S06O! for that really nice card and cake:) ahah yay thanks yy for making my card!:) thanks so much for all those really sweet messages!:) and bella, thank goodness my birthday is over. hopefully you will forget it by next year. ahha.

shooting! thanks for that card guys!:) and that cute doggy thing!:) heh and really sorry for leaving halfway during pt:( i will make up for it next wed!!! i promise!:)

all my dear sn friends! thanks for the really nice card and all those touching messages! i miss all of you a lot!!!!!<3>

and the last but not the least.... my dearest mons!!! thanks so much for everything!!! your present was really nice! i really liked it!:) thanks for coordinating everything, making my birthday so special for me! and as promised, i didnt mug on my birthday! haha. thanks dear for always being there for me whenever i am stressed and down. i am starting on your birthday present le! ahha wait and see!!!:) I LOVE YOU!!!<3

oh and my papa and mama who brought me to sizzler. and thanks for the ang pow! ahha. yay i can go buy my mp3 liaos:) and my bro.... although you didnt wish me or anything.... oh wells i shall wait for 20 may when your competition results are out and i can extort stuff from your 200 bucks prize! ahha.

this has truly been my most memorable birthday ever!:) thank you all!:)

I was flying 10:57