Friday, 27 November 2009
ahhh i read some spoilers on the net saying that mick natalie and russel are in the final 3! lol omg so exciting! my fav 3:) i wouldnt mind if any of them won:) haha but more for mick:) and i was watching the life at ponderosa(the place they go to after they kena voted out) videos its so interesting! i wanna go join survivor man. its like a one month holiday. ahah.

I was flying 20:47


Thursday, 26 November 2009
st nicks is finally really moving:( sadness. went back for sports day and the official moving yesterday morn. kinda sad. everyone says st nicks has changed a lot, no longer the nice and warm place we knew. even sports day sucked. it was like quite nothing. only had one event, and there were little cheers and the cheerleading also no standard. and all the old sn teachers are all leaving one by one... like i saw so many (too many) new faces. rahh. heard that the principal is the cause of it. she is totally changing st nicks into a diff place. booo. but nothing we can do either. only consolation is that i was in st nicks while it was great:) shall keep those beautiful memories:)

went to mug with jacq jas pang and ben. jas pang and ben were reading books actually. ahha. but quite fail i didnt mug much totally not in the mood. met odd at aston's for lunch though! yummy yummy:) most of the time we digressed and talked about jacq's 10 bfs. ahha. lol super funny.

spent the WHOLE day today watching australia's next top model. i thik i siao le. i finished the whole season in one day. haha. but i was so happy the girl i supported won!:) i think the aussie girls are prettier than the US ones. good season:) and i saw this dress worn by one of them during the show that i really like! haha if i can find it in singapore i will definitely buy it for prom. lol. i shall start on canada's one next then move on to brazil! ahah:)

oh crap. h3. right. hmm. crap.

I was flying 20:57


Tuesday, 24 November 2009
As is still not over for another 6 days, but i cut myself some slack today and went to partayyyy:)

caught 2012! its a freakin awesome show! the graphics and special effects were WOW. but at the same time the movie was kinda depressing cause you see so many ppl helpless and die. but still, one of the best movies i've caught in a long time:) after the movie yy and i were like what the hell are we doing wasting our lives away mugging for As when we will all die in uni anw-.- plus i kinda got a little paranoid cause i was like seeing yahoo news reporting about the ice bergs floating off to places they shouldnt be:/ sigh. will the world really come to an end?

after the movie, i headed off to vivo to kai kai with eileen and yy. we were quite lan diao. walked around aimlessly till isa came and led the way:) ahha. we were helping eileen find her green prom dress:) but i was so tired i kinda spaced out most of the time. speaking of prom i am DREADING it. stupid girl why did you buy the bloddy ticket?!?!?!

h3 here i come!

I was flying 22:17


Friday, 20 November 2009
omg can survivor get any more exciting???? seriously! amazing show. i am so rooting for russel now. hands down BEST survivor season ever! and my hot doc won immunity<3 woo hoo!!

but sadness in antm:( laura lost to nicole:( she was so sweet!!!! she had such a great covergirl ad despite her dyslexia. and her runway walk is so professional!!! it was so heart wrenching to see her cry when she lost:( the past few winners all no personality one:( and my favourites always get to the end but never win:( like sam, allison and now laura:(

ok i think its pretty obvious As is not on my mind anymore. lol. i think my As are so screwed. this is such a nightmare i just want it to end.

I was flying 19:20


Wednesday, 18 November 2009
econs was........ yea. why is cambridge always coming up with weird stuff???

and once again we leave our fate in the hands of the bell curve effect:/

I was flying 17:33


Sunday, 15 November 2009
the end of the world will come in 2012. and what are we doing ? nothing.

why are we wasting our lives away, doing things we do not like, subjecting ourselves to torture when all we have is a mere 3 plus years to live? silly humans i say, silly me.

on a random note i think the 2 pandas coming to singapore are supppeeeerr cutte!:)

its toolate for regret.

I was flying 19:25


Thursday, 12 November 2009
down to 60,000

will i make it to the end?

so this is how fate plays out on me. by giving me the teaching internship and sending me a horrible nightmare. ok i think i get what you're getting at, but no, not yet. not yet. throw away that teary scene and pucker up for the next battle.

I was flying 16:41


Wednesday, 11 November 2009
day 2. tough battle.

death toll: 15,000

left with: 75,000

only consolation: no more GP for THE REST OF MY LIFE:)

i must believe in the bell-curve effect. gogogo!

I was flying 19:27


Tuesday, 10 November 2009
day 1.

started out with: 100,000 strong

left with: 90,000

i will stay strong.

let the war begin.

I was flying 19:11


Sunday, 8 November 2009
ultimate fail today. my bro and i went to the library but only mugged for like 3 plus hours then cannot tahan liao. he K.O. in less than half an hour-.- then we ended up shopping for shirts at world of sports cause got 50% storewide and eating really over-priced food at delifrance. haha.

zzz don feel like doing anything.

I was flying 15:28


Saturday, 7 November 2009
2 days. you've done all you can, so let fate do the rest.

hmmm i got posted to northland for the teaching internship. quite sad i didnt get back st nicks:( but like so far no one got st nicks. st nicks doesnt want us back anymore:( jacq got yishun sec! so we can go northpoint to lala after school:) a bit sian but i THINK i will still go with it, need to work to have some expenses to enjoy life you know. the only bummer now is that we don't know the subject. i think that will really help me decide. i really wanna get chem!!! if they make me teach chinese i will faint. wo de hua wen yi jing bu xing le! plus my higher chinese in Os was a total fluke ahha. and i sure hope to get a nice class:/ and anw teaching won't take the whole day, so i can still carry out my plan of volunteering at a hospital in the afternoon:) my only prob now is that i prob need to go get a wardrobe for work. zzz. but first i still need to confirm my hospital attachment:( i wonder is it because my application was denied:( 2 weeks liao and i still haven't heard from them.

the queue at nat lib today was ridiculous. i thought i went reasonably early today, but the moment i stepped out of the lift i saw the queue. then jas pang and i decided to leave and we headed out to toa payoh lib:) i never realised toa payoh lib was such a conducive mugging place. haha i thought it was just an old lan diao lib. and no more fast food for us!:) we had a proper meal at a kopitiam at last:) yummy yummy lor mee with teh for jas pang and green tea for me:) maybe i will camp at the lib again tomm:)

my neck is killing me. super suan. my bro helped me massage just now and IT HURT LIKE MAD. but he says its alr v soft! somemore my mum bringing me to this foot reflexology shop tomm to get them to fix my neck and shoulder. i hope i won't scream:/

I was flying 21:09


Friday, 6 November 2009
FRIDAY IS TV DAY!:)

haha TGIF cause its the day when all my shows are up!:) watched 4 whole hours of tv/computer:) ANTM is getting exciting with the competition down to the final four! jia you laura!!! amazing race also left 5 teams! and of course survivor!!! omg today's episode was so exciting i almost stopped breathing when the votes were being read out. its such an amazing game they finally made it to the merge!!! i think blind sides are damn exciting! stupid eric was being so cocky and all bullying foa foa members then obiquek! he kena blind sided by his own friends ahha. and i change my opinion! i used to think natalie was quite dumb just following everything russel says, but i think the best way to stay in the game is to not be overly conniving or naive. and my fav mick!:) and russel doesnt seem to be as smart as i thought he was anymore. i mean how can you use the exact same trick on everyone and expect everyone to be dumb enough to all believe you??? but its still kudos to him for his wit. i think he is the wittiest survivor i have ever seen. hope he doesnt get kicked out next week the previews seem to hint that he was going home:(

lol this is so not the time to be ranting about reality tv shows, but all hail US reality tv!:)

I was flying 11:58


Tuesday, 3 November 2009
somehow i am in quite a good mood today. i'm feeling quite motivated like an enzyme nearing the optimum temperature! although the rate of reaction is still rather slow, but its the max that this enzyme can go! any more and i will face the danger of denaturation. no point comparing with others, i'm just happy i'm doing the best i can now:) for some reason i woke up today, and after eating my delicious mee rebus for breakfast i decided that i am going to stop worrying:) i'm just going to do my best and leave everything else to fate. lets hope fate is nice to me:)

i started day dreaming today, thinking of all the things that happenend in these few years and i really think that fate is an amazing thing. its like sometimes when you think that something is impossible but yet it happens to you and only you. or when you really want something so much but fate plays a trick on you and you don't get it. rmb how i used to dream about the most ideal and perfect situations and hoping that those situations will happen to me. fate allowed me to see that the most "ideal" situations may not be so ideal afterall. and when fate throws me into the forest by myself, it is nice enough to leave me a map and a survivor kit. its like how fate brought me to rj, but it also gives me great friends like 6O and it helped me to learn to be more independant. its like my guardian angel has been there beside me, helping me to plan my path, protecting me, guiding me, teaching me, opening my eyes to other perspectives. thank you guardian angel:)

when fate closes one door, it opens another:)

lol i am so optimistic and lalala-the-word-is-so-beautiful now i'm finding it a bit eerie. haha.

I was flying 20:45


Sunday, 1 November 2009
hmmm i think wanna try to join the subaru challenge next year! ahaa:) sounds interesting. i hope i can tahan for at least one day:/ if i can tahan 2 years in rj i SHOULD be able to tahan at least a day right. ahah.

PERSERVERE!!!!

I was flying 22:34


sighhhhhhhhhhhhh

i want this to end.

I was flying 22:07




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