had taekwondo grading today... wen shin and i were finally early today. we were almost late the last time. haha. as usual, we saw the same ppl as when we took our white belt grading. mostly the singapore poly ppl la. oh oh and we gave this other black belt nickname. so far we have ET, DT, PEKSI, JIU DUAN(who recently grew some hair), THE TOOT TOOT one, and the new entry.... AH LIAN AUNTIE!!! hahah. we were in the toilet changing, and we saw this lady wearing red minishorts taking out her blouse outside the cubicle!!! gross diao. at that point, she looked ah lian. then when we were in the cubicle changing, she was like "xiao mei mei, huan yi ge yi fu he ku zi yao ze me jiu ma?" not everyone like her change in public lo. i was wondering what she needed the cubicle for since she already changed OUTSIDE. then we realised she look quite auntie in her taekwondo gee and with her hair tied up. ahha. so ah lian auntie lo. me and wen shin with all our nonsense.
we were quite unsure about today's grading. cause we ponned during prelims and only went for one lesson before grading. haha. we were quite lost with all the commands. and at the very last minute we were still unsure about our kicks. haha. after that we went heartland mall to eat and we talked and talked on our way back...
I WANNA SPAR!!!!
I was flying 16:50
thanks to all who cheered me up!:) i'm feeling a lot better le. thank you!!!
wa wasted my whole day today. just lan diao at home. but after seeing ny blog, i felt much better. i am really fortunate to have such great friends around me. THANK YOU ALL!!!<3 yupp. and to those feeling down, give yourself the most one day to sulk, then get yourself together again!!! know taht you have friends who will journey with you! i shall start embarking on that gigantic stack of homework waiting for me on my table.... sigh. looking forward to dinner though. PASTA MANIA!!!;)
bless my family dear god.
I was flying 16:57
tried cheering myself up but nothing really works. was talking to jacq about where we would go and we decided. NJ. i tried telling myself its ok, its only the prelims. besides, to others, my score is something they may be hoping for. i know i shouldnt be complaining, but it really sucks. deep down inside i know its NOT ok. instead of mourning, i know i should be preparing for Os, to redeem myself. but its easier said than done. i just dont have the mood. i sat on my bed and for no reason, i just felt like crying. all that hard work, and it ends up like this. did i not study enough? i have no one to blame but myself. maybe its what they say - FATE. maybe i was never destined to be on top; i was never destined to step into that school as a student. if this is the path for me i shall embrace it bravely. at least i still have my friends who will journey with me.
stupid emo jasmine. urgh. you are such a sore loser.
I was flying 22:18
urgh. depressed. combined humans suck. whats the point in getting all the A1s when you dont do well for humans? urgh. screw the humans paper la. bye hwa chong.
HARD WORK DOES NOT PAY OFF.
I was flying 14:43
reviewed papers today... got back english paper2, higher chinese and chem... it was all ok... but i am super worried about my english paper1 now!!! hopefully can get A1 la. stupid english paper 1 only getting back next fri!!! rahh. all because of the stupid power failure. got this feeling my humans not going to do well... but i shall be optimistic:)
the china scholars are super freak irritating!!! that girl(whom pissed me off on national day but i shall not mention her name) is super irritating!!! she keeps telling the whole world oh i got A1!!! wo de tian ah!!! wtv. just shuddup. no one really wants to know. and she acts as if she knows how to mark the paper better than the teachers. "zhe ying gai shi zhe yang! bu shi na yang! zhe li ying gai you fen!"if you're really that great, why not you just go mark your own paper then!!! it was quite funny seeing pinfang imitate her. haha.
and damn unfair la!!! zhang chun yu is just like biased!!! the china scholars went to her to ask for extra marks for COMPO. like wth. and the thing is she actually GAVE THEM!!!! siao one lo!!! rahh. and the girl sitting next to me keeps trying to peep at my paper. urgh. tomm i am going to fake write in pencil that i got full marks for everything. scare her. hahaha.
i was thinking. MAYBE. just MAYBE i MAY be able to go hwa chong. haha. MAYBE. yesterday the guy came to promote hwa chong and i really really wanna go there!!! he said 8 points can go le. so MAYBE i can go, IF my english gets A1, and IF my humans doesnt fall below a B3, and my other subjects are ok. haha.
MAYBE..... IF...... hahaha.
I was flying 18:32
hi friends. i am bored. oh man i am slacking again!!! i seriuosly need some motivation to get myself studying again. i have some what gotten over mourning for my prelims cause i am going to see it on wed anyway. anw i just found another JC i could go to. NANYANG!!! not that fantastic but beats yishun. haha. the hcjc ppl will be here to talk tomm. yay:) omg i am so bored......
i seriously need someone to kick me in the face and get me studying again!!!!!
I was flying 17:37
life after prelims is good.
have been slacking and slacking and slacking!!! i'm acting like there is no such thing as o levels. lalala.life is good:)
bought mooncakes yesterday. YUMMY!! we went to J8 and my dad kept "tasting" the mooncakes. hahha. there were so many weird flavours! there was this osmanthum one. then the salesgirl was like "it tastes like flowers" haahha.i couldnt help but laugh in her face. mean, but haha. i was saying sarcastically when she offered the pandan one "this probably tastes like leaves" haha.
wen shin and i FINALLY went for taekwondo today after ponning for 2 weeks. as usual, everyone was slacking. whats new. haha. stretching was tortorous. too long never do. and i think i almost tore my leg muscle when doing the kicks la!!! ET(the black belt senior) was super irritating. he so biased one lo. a bit the 2 poom belt girls kept playing and he "scolded" them. wa lau la. a bit where got ppl scold and laugh and smile at the same time one?!?!?! he so mean to the small boys lo. aiya anw the 2 poom belt girls also very irritating. keep playing.
hopefully can get double promo this time!!!:)
back to school tomm. expecting a rough week ahead. GAMBATTE!
I was flying 21:40
its over over over!!!!:) woohoo!!!:)
omg i cant believe it, but PRELIMS ARE REALLY OVER!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!:) omg i think time passes damn fast. it feels like only monday or tuesday!!! today's paper didnt go as smoothly as i hoped. didnt get time to check at all, so i am hoping my careless mistakes dont pop out. but oh wells, its OVER!!! haha. so happy. i cant believe i actually survived it.
and the next phase: CHECKING OF PAPERS. it sounds quite bian tai, but i am actually looking forward to it. haha. mons was also saying she wants to know results quickly. i mean at least you know. good or bad i rather know than being kept in suspense. my bro actually got the ENGLISH PRELIM 2007 paper!!!! omg. his school gave it to him as a revision test. thats damn fast la. i hope he gets it back soon so i can get an overall idea of how i will fare for my english!!!
after prelims today, jas pang and i went out to pigg!!! haha. we were feeling kinda hungry after the math paper, so we went to AMKhub to eat junk food and pigg around. ahha. everytime i go out with her sure eat a lot of junk one. haha. we walked around as we ate and talked and talked and talked. haha. quite fun:) then we were talking about how yao yuan the hwa chong dream is. sigh. die la. now everyone wants to go VJ!!! haha. she was saying we should propaganda RJ, so less people would wanna go hwa chong!!! haha. oh and i think i saw my cousin again. this time i quite sure cause it really looks like him. but he like never see me, so i didnt dare call him. wait wrong person very malu. hahha.
ok i shall not get too happy, because there is still the BIG Os coming. but i'm sure i'll survive. i think. hah. i shall just slack for now:)
I was flying 12:01
one more paper to go.
and i am done and over with this bian tai thing called the PRELIMS. rahh. things have been rough man... bio was alright. i am quite confident for that. e geog was....:/ but it was nothing compared to PHYSICS. siao la. it was so hard i was on the verge of giving up. its the kind of feeling that you get when you see the questions, you stare at them blankly, but they just stare back at you with a evil look. its a gross feeling really. PEK CEK.
and i flunked my jap. didnt even make it to a bloody B3. which means i am not eligible to do H2 jap next year. DAMN. and to think i studied so freaking hard i sacrificed other subjects. i am currently looking at a L1R5 of around 9-11. or worse. which sucks really. my english and humans will be the deciding factors. if i flunk those, i can say goodbye to hwa chong le. eh no. actually i have long said goodbye le. MAYBE i can get into VJ? i dunno. sigh. lets just see where fate brings me...
no school today. so i spent the whole day sleeping. havent been sleeping enough lately. been sleeping at 1-2. but i think i slept too much till i have a headache now. and my mum just nagged at me for exceeding my sms. i only got 360 lo. and i only exceeded by 100. she said i could exceed one lo. then now she making so much noise. urgh. and i realised i have already sent about 150+ and its only the 9th day of my handphone month. die.
jasmine, pull youself together.
I was flying 20:37
first week of prelims is finally over... i feel like the week has just whizzed past me unknowingly. oh wells. one more week af prelims and i will be done. this is how the week went:
HCL - die
SS - not very confident
CHEM - ok la
A MATH - no careless mistakes then ok also
i think i am so not in the exam mood. i have been watching at least 2 hours of TV every night. the 7pm and 9pm channel8 shows. esp bao bei fu nu bing!!! super nice show:) haha. i am dreading next monday. getting back jap prelims. i am not expecting a lot. a B3 can le. sigh. die la. shall start mugging for next weeks subjects...
I was flying 22:11
BAD DAY TODAY:(((
sigh. i had a pretty bad day today and feeling quite yuks now. didnt sleep well last night. for some reason, i kept waking up in the middle of the night and couldnt really sleep. was really tired when i got to school.
SS paper was... i dunno la. i dont really have much confidence le. like nothing much to write... plus i did one SBQ question totally wrong le. this is my ONLY humans somemore... sigh. higher chinese was a KILLER. i think i may even FAIL lo. and to think i was so proud of my beautiful essay. sigh... i dunno la, but when i asked lynn, she said she felt it was ok le. so i really dunno. i think i will do super badly. so depressing.
after the horrible chinese paper, i went to bishan lib to mug chem with mons lays and ben. mons and i attempted the 2006 prelim paper and it was DAMN HARD!!!!! die la. how am i going to do well tomm?!?!? somemore chem is one of my stronger subjects. if i even flunk chem, i can jolly well go yishun JC and get a spot first. sigh..... why must our school prelims always be so hard?!?! rahh.
please let me do well tomm...
I was flying 20:04
as usual, we went at 930 to kiasu and kope seats at bishan library. well after the cats started losing more and more tables, they decided it was time to get the whole gang there. when i reached at about 945, the whole gang was sticking their faces at the door. haha. quite amusing really.
we were at the door too, but siyi said her friends would run for us if we let them stand infront, so we did. but unfortunately, they only managed to get 3 tables, so poor us ended up on the floor. oh wells. we were quite pissed cause lays said the cats didnt need that many tables. they reserving for someone.
lay beng and mons named this cat BREADTALK cause they said he was kiasu eatin breadtalk while waiting that day. ahah. quite funny the way they identified them. we figured the 2 cats sitting on the sofa seemed the most peaceful. siyi's gang went to write this peace treaty and passed it to the cats. all the cats were crowding in the cubicle discussing like war strategy, but the other 2 seemed like they didnt really want to be involved. or maybe they were just lazy. ahha. the peace treaty was quite funny. ok wtv. anw it seems like there is peace now. they agreed 4 tables each. but we dunno whether we are like in the "treaty" cause we are not exactly with siyi they all. whatever it is, we are just going to chiong ourselves. if ben and lay beng run we sure can get seats one. after our experience getting all the muscle aches today sitting on the floor, we realised the table is really much better. haha.
sigh. i'm kinda getting tired with all this stuff. as the treaty said, let bygones be bygones. lets just all live in peace:) to think a simple trip to the library to mug could end up like taht. hahah.
I was flying 21:11
BISHAN LIBRARY IS CRAZY!
went mugging with mons, ben and lay beng. haha. mons they all went early to stick their faces at the door to kope seats. but the cat high ppl were even more kiasu!!!! they buy breadtalk and stand outside wait before 930! they koping 5 tables somemore! while waiting we were all plotting about getting seats. really comical.
at first we were trying to outrun steph they all, but in the end, we sort of were on the same side trying to outrun the cats. ahhaa. our runners were lay beng and ben. we helped them hold their stuff so they could run faster. haha. it was really exciting. when the door opened, it was like war!!! hhaa. the cat high ppl dashed in like dunno wat and everyone was running. haha. mons me siyi and steph ran to the lift instead. hahha.
lay beng managed to get a table!!! *cheers* she was like racing with the cats la. only girl. i'm proud of you nu er!!! haha. ben got a cubicle too! *cheers* but we gave that up la. although the cats got the cubicle table that we wanted, it was good enough we actually had a table la. so yay!:)
during lunch, i was trying to kiasu and chiong to get a seat but i stepped on mud instead. after i came out from the toilet washing the mud off my toes, the uncle cleaning the tables rammed his trolley onto my feet and rolled over. it was damn pain la!!! and yet again, my feet was dirty. sigh. mons they all were like laughing like dunno wat. rahh.
after lunch, we kept talking rubbish. mons got bored and suddenly talked about flashers and she came up with stupid ways to flash. it was damn funny!!! somemore she had that look on her face. ahha.
then we saw these ah lians trying to flirt with the cats. damn gross la. there was this one esp. her jacket covered her super short shorts that made her look like she wasnt wearing shorts.then she kept coming to see the tables and glare. then she started flirting with the cats. grossness. mons overheard the convo and said that the girl claimed that she was on a dare to collect 5 guys phone numbers. YA RIGHT. what a lousy excuse. what kind of friends would dare you to do such a stupid thing?!?!?!? anw we were super irritated with her cause she was flirting so loudly.
then at aorund 5 we went for a break. we went to the basement to grab food. we like never eat for days like that. gobbling down all the food. haha. then ben said that we were oily!!! haha. then mons kept suaning her with that.
it has been a super exciting day today. fun with new study group!!!:) the adventure of bishan library!!! hha. ratatouille tomm!!! yay!;)
I was flying 20:26
nerded with mons at bishan library today. omg its getting scary la! we went early in an attempt to be kiasu and kope a place, but then we realised there were so many kiasu ppl like us!!! despite going early, we still couldnt get a table, and this time, not even a cubicle. gosh. we ended up on the floor...
we attempted to do the dunman high a math paper. omg its so damn hard la!!!! its hard like &^#%*^%^#$&!!! and i thought our school paper was hard. i'm probably going to spend most of my holidays mugging in bishan library. got plans for next week le. mons and i were saying its our "favourite" hang out now. hahha. mons!!! we shall conquer a math!!!
as you can see from my calendar, i have officially nerdified myself. feel free to leave a message if you wanna nerd tgt.:)
ok i'm officially losing it. haha.
I was flying 18:45
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