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gloomy gloomy day again... i feel like my face is weighed down by heavy heavy weights and i just keep frowning and sighing. its like i feel so sian i literally feel gravity pulling down on my cheeks, preventing me from smiling. i think i can sort of understand how a bulldog feels. you try to smile, but its so hard cause you have to fight and overcome the gravity pulling down on you. :(

seriously my emotions are getting way out of control this year. i've been mood swinging like a pregnant woman. and sadly, the emotions i rmb the best and are the most frequent would be that of anxiety, worry and despair. sounds overly pessimistic? yea. thats me this year. this has just been such a stressful year for me so far. which is kinda ironic, given that this year is supposed to be a "holiday year". all the horribly tough decisions i have had to made this year has made me age like 20 years. i am like some worrisome old woman now. the stress of wanting to make a good decision such that it is accountable to everyone and the fear of regretting a wrong decision is killing me. i admit that making tough deicisions is my biggest flaw. i take FOREVER to make decisions, and i keep going back and forth with it. it sucks, and i cant seem to overcome it.

Smile:) - Michael Jackson

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile, and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just...

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just...

SMILE:)))

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