amazingly efficient day today. was efficient in waking up, efficient in catching my train and bus to school, efficient in printing math handouts, efficient in teaching(didnt need to shout today:)), efficient in going for tuition, efficient in driving. tired from all these stuff, but also kinda glad its all over. my mum couldnt resist but add in some nagging. she just returned from a 3 day trip to malaysia. she must have missed nagging at us too much. just a casual remark that i was tired was responded by a decent amount of nagging-.- i can just imagine what i will get when my medical attachment starts. gosh. ok but i'm really looking forward to starting my medical attachment:) its like FINALLY something relevant to my future. or i hope it will be.
i'm kinda glad my tutoring kid is really nice:) she is really hardworking and all. i kinda malu cause i sort of forgot my sec 4 stuff le. plus we had to start on the hardest topic first, which is electrolysis-.- it is my absolute worst topic in chem:/ bloody hell i honestly forgot everything. its like my brain is as lousy as the china thumbdrive that i bought. a virus wipes out everything stored in it.
driving was kinda bleah. i think its my prob cause i am probably the slowest learner on earth. my teacher got kinda like impatient with me after a while my psychomotor skills just suck like shit. and i swear if someone told me i was going slanted and needed to keep in between the white lines, i would just puke and die. and to the other drivers that honked at me today, thank you for being so PATIENT! did you guys not see the bloody red L at the back of the car!?!?!? and yes, GUYS. lady drivers are much more patient than that. in my experience so far at least.
shit i realised i missed american idol last night. and last night was ellen's debut on AI. sadness. i have been so tired these days its just come home bathe, K.O. NO LIFE MAN. 4 weeks down, 5 more to go;)
have to admit i was kinda encouraged today, despite all the discouragement before. firstly my upper sec class finally responded to me after i sang the x = -b ..... song for them. and i'm pretty sure i will be hearing that song in every lesson i have with them now-.- secondly, it was nice to see some of the happy faces in my lower sec class when i returned them their science papers:) but still need to discipline them a bit more. if not the next test come back i will not get to see happy faces anymore. well, although they are prob going to hate me for screaming at them and making them stay back, but its ALL FOR THEIR OWN GOOD. gosh now i really understand what 用心良苦means. lol. feel a bit heart ache having to treat them in such a manner ( i was still a student 4 months ago) i knwo they don't like being scolded and nagged at, but its the only way i know how to care for them? sort of. and i am in the process of dao-ing them so they know that i was really angry yesterday. but when i dao them i feel super guilty shit sia. wa shit i better not get too attached to my class wait i cannot bear to leave them in 5 weeks:/
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Friday, 5 February 2010