went back to sn to visit today!:)
it has been such a long long time since i've gone back to visit!:) but sadly, i think this time, sn has really changed:( it no longer feels like the warm and friendly place i love. i have no idea why they are so strict with visitors. we weren't even allowed to enter-.- they have such weird rules now! like no visitors that are OBSCENELY ATTIRED. and that includes SLIPPERS AND SHORTS. huh like why are slippers and shorts obscene?!!??! don't the students wear shorts for PE too?!?!? because of that, yu rui was denied entry due to shorts and ben for slippers. they looked pretty decent to me lo. i see some teachers dressed more "OBSCENELY" than them lo. sigh. anw, the security at father barre is really strict! we walked all the way to the forum gate, thinking that an uncle would probably be nicer and let us in, but WE WERE WRONG! that uncle was even meaner:( he told us "ex-students are not allowed to visit. BY LAW." what kind of law is that. what happened to my 饮水思源??? but anw later we called ms praveena and we were eventually allowed entry:) and i swear i was on the verge of fainting by then.
we met mr wong and mrs gobi. its so sad. we were in the staffroom, and sadly i could only recognise a few teachers. there are SOOOO many new teachers! all the young trainee teachers. it feels so weird. all our teachers have left the school:( su lao shi and wang lao shi left, mr wong is leaving too. plus we didnt get to see ms praveena mrs khong and mrs lim! sadness:( the school just feels so different now, with too many unfamiliar faces and weird rules. it feels colder:(
but i was glad i still found some things familiar; the friendly canteen vendors! ahha. my dear orange bowl uncle and toast stall auntie still rmb me!!!:))) ahha the silly uncle was still using his same trick, pretending to overcharge me as usual, and the toast auntie was ever so friendly!:))) and the taste of my guo tiao gan jia duo duo la jiao and chicken cheese toast is also ever so familiar!:) oh and how can i forget, my dear sn friends were still the same!:) jas pang, jacq, odd, ben, yu rui, lay peng, xiu qi. ahha. it felt nice sitting there at the tables, chatting and laughing with them. these friends are still the silly friends i knew, with their ultimate lame jokes and funny suaning. although i wasnt really talking much, cause i was feeling kinda drowsy from eating too much, but i really enjoyed their company. feels real nice:)
despite the many changes to sn, no matter how unfamiliar it may feel now, i will always still rmb the sn that brought me beautiful memories. MY SN. the sn i love and grew up in. often in rj i would feel that i have changed; for the worse. and hate myself for the evil, mean, selfish and annoying person i am. but somehow when i'm with my dear sn friends in sn, i realise the old me is still in there. and i'm glad:)
this is home; truly.
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Friday, 28 August 2009