Thursday, 23 July 2009
jasmine feels grumpy today. bahh. i am so sick of this viscious cycle of mugging. i think life is really so monotonous and sian now. and school is quite waste time now. i would rather stay at home and mug. oh wells final lap. gotta suck it in and push! but i kinda cheered up at the end of the day when christine and i answered the most intellectual question of the day. bella asked: "eh do you think i am a bimbo? like honestly" lol. then we did a hypothesis test on it and the result is yes! lol. super funny. but bella is really damn pink la! lol

and i got slightly depressed over my future again yesterday when i read about entry exams into NUS medicine. first the resume, then 2 interviews and 1 written test. i am not so worried about the interviews, but rather the resume and written test. my resume sucks. no, correction. my resume is blank-.- which means i gotta mug really really hard to get my AAAAA that might still give me a glimmer of hope. and i am super far from that aim now. bahh. where is that motivation and confidence i had when i was preparing for Os?!??!?! why did mugging for 9 subjects seem so much less painful than the 5 now???

STRENGTH. optimistic with a tinge of grey.

I was flying 15:26




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