Tuesday, 12 February 2008
bahh. i am once again feeling low and weird. and the worse, GUILTY. crap. i hate this feeling. its so weird because if i were rational (like all consumers and producers and what not in economics) and thought about the whole thing, there is nothing for me to feel guilty about. but somehow, i feel really bad. i wish nothing happened, i wish i could go back in time to change the things were. but i cant. and now i have to face the consequences of my past mistakes and silly doings. i think i am really selfish and cowardly. if i were not me, i think i would hate me. bahh. why do i always wait for something bad to happen before feeling all guilty and bad and sucky. why. why am i such a mean person. bahh.

the voice within. it is calling to me, but i ignore.....

I was flying 19:24




Pilot


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