Thursday, 27 September 2007
tried cheering myself up but nothing really works. was talking to jacq about where we would go and we decided. NJ. i tried telling myself its ok, its only the prelims. besides, to others, my score is something they may be hoping for. i know i shouldnt be complaining, but it really sucks. deep down inside i know its NOT ok. instead of mourning, i know i should be preparing for Os, to redeem myself. but its easier said than done. i just dont have the mood. i sat on my bed and for no reason, i just felt like crying. all that hard work, and it ends up like this. did i not study enough? i have no one to blame but myself. maybe its what they say - FATE. maybe i was never destined to be on top; i was never destined to step into that school as a student. if this is the path for me i shall embrace it bravely. at least i still have my friends who will journey with me.

stupid emo jasmine. urgh. you are such a sore loser.

I was flying 22:18




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