Monday, 4 June 2007
went to visit my grandaunt today after lessons. she is suffering from some cancer and is critically ill now. although i am not very close to her, but when i saw how pale and frail she had become, i felt really upset. she used to be quite plump and cheerful, but when i saw her in the hospital, she was all shrilled up. her face was sunken and pale, and she couldnt even talk now. its really upsetting. i didnt really wan to go at first, because i didnt like hospitals, i didnt like the scene of sick and dying ppl, but my mum said she might go anytime, so i went. she was just sleeping, and opened her eyes when ppl came to visit. she was having a hard time breathing too.

i thought about many things when i was there. the atmosphere was so sullen, so i didnt say a single thing. i was trying to hold back my tears. it was hard to look at her, to see how weak she had become. although i only see her a few times a year, but she is my grandaunt. she used to carry me when i was a baby. she is part of my family. i can tell my grandpa is super upset too. to see his own sister lying there must be hard. plus my grandma is not around to accompany him. sigh.

lord, please help my grandaunt through her iillness. if she really does leave us, please bring her to heaven and be by your side.

life is fragil. treasure the ones you love, because you never know what will happen tommorow.

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