we played. the song was beautiful. dong bei feng was majestic. we gave it our all. we were satisfied with our playing. everyone thought we did well. WE DID DO WELL. BUT. i felt we were not given justice. WE DESERVED BETTER.WE DESERVED A GOLD WITH HONOURS. NOT A GOLD.
we were all so upset, because we know our hard work didnt pay off, and that we deserved better. i cried all the way back. my heart really ached. i was so touched to see the whole CO so motivated and united to get the GOLD WITH HONOURS. but they were all disappointed. although some tried to stay happy, i can tell. they are crying too. my heart ached to see all my juniors crying. they put in so much effort, yet this is what they got.
other schools cheer happily at a gold. some even a silver. but no, not us. we gave it our 200%. we deserved the gold with honours, but why? why didnt we get it? for others, there were tears of joy; for us, it was a sad moment. we were so excited after playing, because we knew we gave it our all, and the song was great. but, we were only awarded a GOLD. everyone recognised us. most of the audience thought we were of a gold with honours standard. BUT WHY? WHY DIDNT WE GET IT??? even SCO teachers thought we did well. i heard a RV person say "wan le, wan le, st nicks deserves it." even they thought we were better than them and admit defeat. when the results were read, many were shocked to hear that river valley got a gold with honours butwe only got a gold. they thought we were better. but why?
to add on to it, RI got a gold too. i mean, i am not trying to boast, but we were really MUCH BETTER THAN THEM. if they got a gold, how can we get the same as them? some of them didnt even memorise their scores!!! i didnt even feel that they deserved a gold. i thought they would get silver. this is not fair. how can we be getting the same as them? this sucks.
when we got back, we got scolded by susan lim. she said we should not cry and be contented with a gold. i was really pissed. and she said we were thinking too much. its a REALISTIC GOAL. we know we can, but some how we didnt get it. after crying for so long, i changed that sadness into anger. we are super unhappy that RV and RI got what they got. we were in the music room BAO YING BAO SHI-ING, eating up all of rui juan's junk food. and we went to eat 1.50 orange bowl. QI SI REN LE!!!! >.<
i heard HCI also only got a gold, and some pasir ris school got gold with honours. i really dunno what the judges are up to this year.
but CO, its ok. at least we know others now view us as a gold with honours school, although we didnt get it. everyone was touched by our music. and thats whats important. we did our best and we have nothing to be ashamed of. if the judges dont recognise that, so be it. GOOD JOB EVERYONE!
I WANT JUSTICE FOR SNCO!!!
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Wednesday, 4 April 2007