ok tomm my grandma is going to shanghai to look after my aunt who is about to give birth soon. i am going to miss her like shit. i dunno why, but everytime a family member is going overseas alone, i cant help but worry. in the afternoon we had dim sum at this restaurant at goodwoodpark hotel. quite yummy:) tonight we are eating again.we are supposed to be celebrating mothers day and my grandma's birthday all at once.
i feel super sad, cause my grandma is going for really long this time. she said she will come back with my aunt in like aug or sep or something. THATS LIKE 3-4 MONTHS!!!!! i have never been away from my grandma for so long before in my whole entire life! i think the longest was when i went to japan and taht was 3 WEEKS. i feel really bad because i know its selfish of me to want my grandma to stay, but i cant help it. i will not only miss her cooking, but more so i will miss HER. i was so silly i dunno why but i started feeling emo after the dimsum meal and i teared. like in public. i just faked like something went into my eye so i kept rubbing. on the car i closed my eyes and the tears just kept flowing. my cousin asked why i was crying and i faked taht it was the eye irritation again. omg. i so wanna go send her off tomm, but i am surely going to cry. rahh. and this time i cant fake the eye thing anmore cause i will be like crying like shit. i am lke crying as i am blogging.
my grandma is just like the nicest person in the whole world. she is the closest thing to me on earth. even closer than my mum and dad. i spend so much time with her and i have been living with her since i was born. she was the one who brought me up. omg. i am so silly. i wanna take a picture with her before she goes but i dunno how to ask her. i scared i get too emo and start crying. i am wetting my whole keyboard. stupid tears.
the next few months is going to be hell.
can you please please don go for that long??? like can you come back earlier? please....
i love you ah ma!!! i will miss you!!!! take care!!
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Saturday, 21 April 2007